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2011-04-12T23:42:00.003+08:00

Hey for those who're following me,I've changed to another blog!Here's the link and any inconvenience I feel so bad!Please relink me if you want baaaaaaaaaah!

My NewBlog!Click here

**sorry!!I don't know why it doesn't work!

www.wonderladii.blogspot.com

just paste it;D

2011-03-25T22:50:00.003+08:00

我喜欢边驾车边听歌把车镜按下来然后听自己心爱的车子的引擎声听听车外的声音多么享受

watch you when you're sleeping
you,belong with me.

FoodMarket

2011-03-21T20:23:00.007+08:00

Hi!Before we went to Sammi's concert,we went to a food market outside the theme park and it's surprising me!I jumped here and there when I saw the fabulous food there OMMGG;P
Felt fabulously happy when I saw the awesome food!
okay first I saw the 咖喱鱼丸,and immediately I ordered for two!

omg my mom could not wait to eat;P

and next I saw this.台湾鸡扒.The uncle was freaking cute!!I like him he looked like a panda and he smiled when he knew I captured him!so cute!

the hotdog is OMG nice!

cute!ain't he?!!

hehe.this is 加料鸟蛋.This is really nice!!!bought 3!bahaa.and it only costs RM1.50!wooow

See it looks so cute;D

As what you can see in the photo below,we bought loads of food.bahahaa.all were so nice!

and here come the most GELI food--臭豆腐.it's so smelly actually I wanna force myself to try it but I really could not bear with its smell so,I gave up.
All this food reminds me of HongKong!I miss the HK food,I miss the 黒芝麻 particularly!!I just wanna go for one more time!Perhaps I should really go travel everywhere before the whole world sinks neh?Don't know it's true or not but I choose not to believe because I know the God won't be cruel to us right??!hmm.

Pray for Japan

Tao

2011-03-21T17:34:00.006+08:00

on the way.

Went to have my lunch at TAO last monday with my boy.believe it or not,this was my first time having buffet in TAO.and out of 5 stars,I'd only give 1.5 stars--1 is for their service,another 0.5 is for the soothing environment.No star for the food served,fucking I could not believe the food was really yucky.

The abalone as appetizer.It's just slices of abalone with mayonnaise on top.Creativity zero.

Yucky cheese.I had never tasted cheese like this

The grilled salmon even tasted stupid.

All I wanna say is WTF

mushroom.grr

agaain,stupid cheese

I don't mean to insult TAO.It might be something's wrong with the chef that day or something's really wrong with the restaurant itself.That's all.
We ordered more than it's shown in the photos above.
One thing I'd like to emphasize on is the sashimi.Oh damn it it's the stupid-ESST sashimi ever of the world.They even had the white carrot sliced as thick as my chopsticks(hiperbola).and the sashimi wasn't fresh at all.
They gave me a feeling like they don't care about the quality of the food but they serve it as just-a-buffet.They assume that people just come and crave for food and get their stomach fulled that's all.
When I ordered food,the waitress gave me an O-M-G face because I ordered few only.They thought I should have ordered as much as I could WTF I just wanna enjoy the food but not just simply eat as much as possible.
and when the food's served,it's my turn to show my O-M-G face.Immediately I lose my appetite.
I don't know.It's the worst japanese food I had ever eaten before.

2011-03-20T22:41:00.001+08:00

我是蝴蝶流浪於花样胸膛
我没重量要飞出这个弄堂
我要情感还要一张双人床成长
年少轻狂谁也有可能来往

恨岁月背叛
往事都变成了灾难遗憾
恨人生的长廊
一场热闹留下行李要自己承担
恨我的眼泪并发得我提心吊胆
证明悲哀不是场虚幻

不甘平凡感情却是种负担
告别青春却没有告别渴望
想爱就爱可惜已经跟爱情无关
如梦旧欢只是徒劳的纠缠

恨岁月背叛
往事都变成了灾难遗憾
恨人生的长廊
一场热闹留下行李要自己承担
恨我的眼泪并发得我提心吊胆
证明悲哀不是场虚幻

爱情是我生存力量

好棒的歌词

2011-03-20T09:11:00.003+08:00

嘿我今天只想好好享受我逃学的第一天。
把该做的都做好。然后把房间弄得好好的，全部好好的，然后我也要好好的。

知道吗，我是不容易被打败的死蟑螂。嘿

Sammi Love Mi 2011

2011-03-19T23:56:00.005+08:00

Sammi Love MI More 2011.yeah,XuZhiAn will love you more,bahaha.
I don't know why I was faaaaaabulously excited when I knew they're together again OMG I just could not stop myself from thinking how Sammi will feel and look like when she's in the atmosphere of happiness and love together with XZA.I love they being together again I'll pray for you!and PRAY FOR JAPAN.yeah.will talk about this later grr.
oh yeaaay look at the date it's my birthday woots.
We entered the hall first time by using the main entrance.and only I know,you have to go into the hall by this door because you only can feel the exciting atmosphere over here.
Look at my papa and mama so cute;DDD
It's my first time for me to stand so high and look at the seats and the stage,because I used to come in by the door beside the stage.
waiting for nearly one hour=_____=
hohohoh,look at the crazy crowds awesome!!
Few photos to share with fabs here!She's really thin,and I love the outfit that she wore in the first photo preety cool oh yeah~;DDD

The concert started at 8.30pm,half an hour late and it ended so early at 10.30pm.
She changed lot of clothes,approximately 6.
It's touching.her concert was so touching,particularly the encore part(I don't know why always like this one),she cried and I also wanna cry LIAO.
Sammi GANBATE!

I hate the girl sitting beside me she's a dumb.I don't understand why she wanted to use whistle while the fans all were cheering and clapping.She used whistle instead of her mouth and my ears were fucking painful fuck your ass off.I know it's so exciting but please,don't use whistle=_________=

*kinda like her version of 恰似你的温柔.

and also this song,长恨歌.I was so impressed by this song.I love the melody and the lyrics.
Thanks to her current religion,let her live a better life after this movie.

English songs by her.All are my favourite songs.

last,touching love songs,medley.

Although these videos were recorded last year but they're 99% same like what I've watched in her concert yesterday.bahahaaa;DD so enjoy!

p/s:She always smiled and her smile melted my heart;)))))and she's so cheerful.

2011-03-18T23:09:00.003+08:00

thank you Sammi for my birthday night.okay she doesn't even know today's my birthday=_______=but I got some inspirations from her so I've to thank her because I've to be grateful and I'm good.hmm yeah~
1.I wanna learn dancing.LOOLL
2.I wanna slim down,but not as slim as her.(and it's impossible LOL)
3.I wanna always be a happy girl like she does.I can feel her happiness tonight.She's a cheerful girl!bad luck evil has gone and finally the angel approaches her!and I believe mine will come too!
4.整装待发，重新出发
5.must use the mic properly next time when I sing.

that's all.will continue later.

2011-03-17T18:40:00.003+08:00

I'm in Genting Highland now,waiting for tomorrow's fab night--SammiCheng's concert.I'm gonna scream out loud like a crazie,but I wonder will XuZhiAn be coming too?;/
Seriously,I hate sitting in the car for hours,it made me feel dizzy.We stay in a very unique hotel this time!!I'm staying in Hotel Highland,but in a very special room.will be sharing with you later,because I forget to bring my pendrive,and I don't wanna capture rubbish by using my laptop camera it's sucks :/p
Mom's asking me what do I want for my present.and I don't have any idea ;/

stupid

2011-03-13T23:39:00.002+08:00

I just finished my so-called stupid function for a stupid performance at a wedding dinner just now and I have a stupid feeling right now.I don't really satisfied for what I've done today because the mixer happened to be like a stupid fucking thing and I don't like their stupid speakers at all they're all so stupid.so I had a stupid fucking smile like the photo above.
Nevertheless,this was an exciting experience and I wanna try to sing in lounge someday.yeah someday,but with my own band.Singing with my brothers' band is much more,much more better because that's the feeling I want.My brothers are the best one.and one more thing,my mixer and speakers are obviously better than theirs!stupid and fuck!!!!next time I wanna control the mixer but not you.NOT YOUUUU.
and thank you so much SawChin we had a really great night love yoou;D
we'd be having once again,soon!!

2011-03-03T22:45:00.002+08:00

你说有人说宁愿相信这世界上有鬼也不要相信男人那张破嘴。
我相信你真的有一张破嘴也不要相信世上真的有鬼。

it's gone.

2011-03-02T22:45:00.004+08:00

Today,I didn't keep my promise,as I used to.I broke it.
and the love

is gone.

It's gone.It's gone..

I didn't have magic,to avoid it became a tragic.I'm so sorry.
I'm having an extremely conflicting feel.Anybody wouldn't understand.
You've been good to me,I chose to tell you regardlessly.
I don't know if I'm doing the right thing.
I don't know if you understand why I was telling you the truth.
I don't know if I deserve a place in your deepest corner.
I don't know anything.It's a feeling like I've lost two closest friends in a day.

You might have scheme.

but I never had.

You might have wild ambition.

I have,perhaps wilder than yours,but you're never my competitor.
because I know,we're different.We aren't going to be on the same lane in
the future,why should we have competitions.

You might have bad feeling on me.

I have,I have because I keep asking why would you do that.
why couldn't we be natural.

You might have response.

yes,I have.but I'm not gonna do anything,because you're my friend.

if I was a magician,the first thing I would want to do is unlock the door between us.
don't try to behave like you're okay,don't hide yourself.I never split it,but I know,there's something inside you.

Those days,won't be back,ever,again.

I've been used.I didn't tell you,nor get my nerves up.
Are you escargot or snail?I wonder.
I don't know if I was just a shield to let you did this.Was I?
Who-are-you?Tell me,I'd accept the truth.Who are you?
The door seems unlocked,ages ago,but now,I lock it back.
I hope you don't mind.Really,please,don't mind me for doing this.

and I turn my head
and I realise
nobody's behind
where're yall.
where're my true best friends?
or where's my true best friend?
Where are you.

tragic.
tragic.
no fun,at all.

Perfection

2011-02-28T14:45:00.003+08:00

I just watched the latest episode of 犀利人妻.
and there's a part of dialogue impressed me so much.

"追求完美，让我得到什么了？我快乐吗？"

“或许人的一生当中，都在追求着错误的东西"

Mom's always scolding me for my perfectionism.She said it makes my life trouble,miserable and vegetable,because,too much.
Perhaps,I should think about it.

ex-schoolmate

2011-02-25T21:15:00.005+08:00

Hi fabs.I had a conversation with my ex-schoolmate just now,and it's so funneeeey!!

Look!!

and some more.

yeah,he could not even recognise me.and the only thing he remembered about me is GARANG.
I guess this ain't a bad thing huh?at least I have something to let people remember me.
=_________+

I don't know who created a group in facebook to reunion all 6M ex-classmates together.Thank you so much it's so lovely!
I still remember I had a secret crush on someone in primary.I would never dare to go closer to him.He's such a humour,playful and naughty person.I'd always look at him secretly.and now,I have a great boyfriend,and he has a girlfriend!!He changed so much but I still love my baby boy the most;P loviee
It's fab to recall all these funny memories,and I look forward to hang out with them!
Conversation with ZiXiang was surprising me and it made my day! ;')

Titanic has a good ending LOL

2011-02-23T21:11:00.000+08:00

KateWinslet won the best actress of the GoldenGlobe in 2009.It's not new.But it's still touching me.
Imagine,the amazing main character in TITANIC,Jack does not die,and he's with Rose now.
FYI,Kate Winslet is the Rose in the Titanic!

无奈在KJ

2011-02-22T22:08:00.007+08:00

Since I entered KJ(KhirJohari) last mid-year,I started having a far cry highschool life from what I used to have,and I don't really get the hang of it yet even until now.I drive to school,Pricila(a fabulous preety looking Indian girl)and my brothers who're having morning session as mine go to school together.

We seldom talk.

The creepy silence crawls inside the car,for nearly half an hour,for me,it's like it's been ages.
Even the MY FM's switched and the 3 comedian DJs talk funney thing all the way to school,I'm just like a wall--feel nothing,and has no sense at all.
After I park my car inside the mosque,which is just right opposite KJ,I'll approach to an old kind man,who'll collect the car park fees as a form of donation from the students.He remembers my car number,I guess he remembers everyone's.He'll say thank you,for every single time I give him RM1.It's not a big sum of money,he's always being grateful,though.

See Left.
See Right.

I cross the road,walk into the school,towards my class,with a pinky hello kitty bag on my shoulders,which I guess nobody would have courage to use it at the age of 19 to school.Enter the class from the back,go to my place,I sit down.
It's time for assembly.We have a small meeting every morning,so I walk and gather beside the hall.National song,always,as the opening of the meeting.
I open my mouth,I lip sync it.Lip sync,means no voice comes out from my freaking throat.Why,to avoid being scolded by the teachers.

Ring.

Time to study.I wait for recess.

Ring.

Time to eat,I read newspaper and eat and chat with my friend.

Ring.

Time to study again,I don't like this teacher,wait for his/her periods over.

Ring.

Time to do homework,rush for notes and exercises.Wait for dismiss.

Ring.

Dismiss.
Walk gradually towards my hot pot car.Pity her,she's been under the hot sun for hours.

Seems like I'm having a so ordinary school life like others'.But you don't know,how much can be happened within the duration of the few freaking RINGs.I always have to

Relax.
Breathe in deep.
Hold it.and
Let it out.

I have to,because this is my life.People come and go,they stop and pass,but you could not say they're not my friends,but they're my friends?Relations between people is the most difficult task of life.and I,would never have handled it properly.I felt unhappy for this for quite a long time before that.Luckily,it's getting better.It's quite the norm for me,because people need more time on me than others to understand me=________=

For EXAMPLE.

I was being called by the teacher today together with few more students.The teacher said my hair is not all black so I have to go and redye it.re-dye,Fuck I dyed it before.I wasn't angry though.Nevertheless,the teacher asked me not to look at her with this face (maybe I looked like I was angry),she said she knows me so she wouldn't care but other teachers who don't know me may care for it.I nodded.
The main point is,I'm so 无奈.In fact I was actually thinking where to go and dye my hair and I felt quite 无奈.I'm really 无奈now because I could not even show my emotion on my face,whether I'm dissapointed,I'm angry,I'm sad or whatever it is I JUST COULD NOT SHOW IT and wtf I should do is just SMILE.Once I don't smile people will think I'm not being friendly WTF.
I AM SO UNHAPPY WITH IT.
and 2nd,I attended the co-curiculum activity yesterday.There're 3 cute girls sitting behind me and I was grouped with them so I had to turn over and face them.We started having conversation and at last,they told me that I looked like LALA徐佳莹,yeah thank you but then they told me actually I can be as crazy as them and really talk with them because I used to be looked like very unfriendly.Okay for sure they're not the first ones who told me this but I still feel very 无奈.I can't smile for whole day can you?I'm just a normal people like yall too.I'd go to do plastic surgery on my fucking mouth someday..in the future.
I AM SO UNHAPPY WITH IT.(nice to meet yall though;D)

I am so used to fight with my only close friend in the school--ShuHan.When we fight we obviously look like the japan sumoh fight with their so-called panties' on.To fight,to talk and to wait for time to pass is my only entertainment in the school.I feel quite surprised that most of the time we have the same dirty thoughts in our minds.
For example:
1.We'll finish our homework as fast as possible during the school time and we don't wanna take it back.
Reason: so that we can sleep and play at home to the FULLEST.
2.We'll copy the answers from the back if teacher gives us some exercise that we don't feel like doing.
3.We'll always decide whether to follow the lesson or not follow the lesson before a new period's started.
4.We'll never copy the notes except for some particular subjects.
5.We'll never pass up the homework although it's been done until we're being scolded.
6.We move our seats to wherever we want because we don't want the teacher to notice us.
7.We'll build firewall on the table with stack of books to veil what we're doing.

School life just passes in this awesome and fabulous way.
I don't have many friends in KJ.I seldom communicate with others.I seldom talk with anyone except ShuHan.I seldom interact with people in KJ.You don't ask me why.I just don't feel like talking,and don't really feel like making new friends in KJ.I always have a feeling like it's not a school but I'm just using it to get my STPM certificate,in a very short term,and I'll quit the social group forever and will never be back.This is not good.But..hmm.Don't know?

Feel not really happy in the school for some certain reasons,but I'm always ready to take up the gauntlet and face every,each,single predicament.It makes me grow stronger and better.I'm grateful and thankful for it.And thank God,I did not choose to go for A-Level because I gain fruitful experience,knowledge,skills,regardless social or technical,I'm lucky and thank you for everything I get.Sometimes I feel unhappy,but the primary cause of unhappiness is never the situation but thought of it.so I've learn how to put myself in others' shoes.Thanks to 刘墉 for the kindness for telling me HOW TO DO IT ;'P

But still,I have to drive to school,everyday,until the STPM exam's over.

Finger crossed.

Stop VS

2011-02-19T22:25:00.008+08:00

Skimming through the blogs and facebook.
Found out pairS of couples went Victoria Station for Valentine dinner=______=
Babe,can we just don't go Victoria Station next time?(The one in Butterworth not really nice)
Can we stop having western food for Valentine day next time?
Can we have something special next time?;'P
Roti canai,ikan bakar,thai food,McD,Nasi Kandar,nasi lemak,curry mee..
....
......
...
as much as possible

2011-02-19T17:40:00.006+08:00

Someone complained about my blog.She said it's been neglected for years=________=
I know you'd like to know more about me,please be patient.

About the chinese new year,I've had a great celebration this year.What to say?It's fabulous as long as my relativess and family are all with me.

What we always do after the reunion dinner.Promise,your ears are okay after that.

A photo of all my cousin sisters.FYI,I'm the youngest among them but I looked like the oldest.

About the valentine day,thanks for always be with me my Man.
In fact,I didn't plan to buy anything for him because I planned to bring him to SPA and enjoy together with me.He could not even have time to make it so I bought something for him as a present.and when he got it he said:"哇我有礼物啊？"是的，你有=_______=

A wallet for him since his polo wallet's been abused chamcham by him.

I had tuition at night so we went Victoria Station for lunch but not dinner;D
I thought he's not giving me anything until when I got home and saw this on my bed..

Thankyou so much.ILY :'D
No one understands me more than he does.

Just A Joke

2011-02-15T11:00:00.003+08:00

look at that.You'd know,how much,we don't like schooling.LOL!

(click to enlarge the photo)

2011-01-28T12:39:00.001+08:00

惨了，我很严重的洁癖又要来了

MakeUp by MP

2011-01-28T11:06:00.002+08:00

Simple and Clean by Michelle Phan.Try this for your chinese new year look?it's all about Simple and NATURAL for 2011 trendy make up look.Neh I'm sooo gonna try this.

2011-01-23T13:31:00.002+08:00

连续在大庭广众被人侮辱不是件开心的事
尤其当他们都是你以为都了解你和你最深爱的人

感觉厄运来临

但我相信，这是当超级无敌无比好运要来的时候的好预兆

一定是这样

新年要来了！;D

ShuUemuraMagic

2011-01-23T08:06:00.007+08:00

As what I've posted before,I started emphasizing on having a good skin but not depending on the make up.I tried many skin care products such as Shiseido and Lancome before and none of them gave me the result I want.However,when I started trying skin care products by ShuUemura,I'm really,totally,entirely in love with it.The products are fab,especially the cleansing oil.I'm using two types of cleansing oil,one is Balancing Cleansing Oil for Oily Skin,and another one is Balancing Cleansing Oil of advanced formula for normal skin type.

This is for Oily skin.Red colour.(it can minimise your pores)

and this is for normal skin type.

The fab function of this cleansing oil is,you can remove your waterproof make up+clean your face together with just few steps without using any other make up remover which you don't know it's harmful or not.Apart from that,it cleans your skin thoroughly and deeply.
First,you have to use few pumps of the cleansing oil without any drops of water on your hand and face and gradually rub it on your face.You'd find it very oily.After that,you moist your hand with water and gently rub your face again.This time,you'll discover the oil becomes milky and chalky.The final step is wash your face with water.

About the skin care products,I'm using White Recovery Ex+ collection.Believe it or not,I found my face has a far cry of changes after I used it for only one week.However,I didn't get the whole collection and I only bought the one I need.

This is the whitening cleansing oil.I didn't get this,because I don't like its smell.
It tastes too milky and I couldn't accept it.
(However,they said this is their best seller LOOLL)

After you've washed your face,use the lotion.This lotion is fab I love it.

After lotion,I use this serum.
This serum is used to kill the black cells in your skin.Sounds so exciting LOL it can kills!
I use this at night before I sleep.

After serum,apply this whitening emulsion.

This brightening cream is only can be used at night,before you sleep.
It's very creamy and you'll find your face becomes very oily because it helps to moisture your
face in the air-cond room.

I definitely love the products.When school reopened,my classmates even asked me why I looked different and my face was like BlingBling and they called me BlingBling LOL.In fact I didn't apply anything on my face,just toner(lotion).
I bought my mom its products too.Phyto Black Lift,anti-aging collection for aging lady to prevent any fines,wrinkles and firming as well!I bought an extra tube from other collection one to minimise her pores too.

Here it is.

and the is the Phyto Black Lift collection.

if you wanna beautify your skin like I do,and if you're interested with it,please go and check them out for complete info and also the price at HERE and click .

p/s:I'm just showing and sharing the products I find it FABULOUS (after one month + + of using them),I'm not showing what I've bought.

2011-01-22T00:26:00.000+08:00

我想去报aerobic班，yoga班，和gym courses。好像很over?

Feel fab

2011-01-20T10:15:00.003+08:00

ABBA's songs with me this morning.Feel fabulous.
No school today.Feel fabulous.
Gonna Penang with my friend later.Feel fabulous.
CNY is coming soon.Feel fabulous.
Thaipusam today.Feel fabulous.
I don't mean I'm gonna celebrate Thaipusam later.I just feel fabulous because many people are coming out and celebrate together I like this feeling so I feel fab.

HappyThaipusam!

It's so random.UNTITLED.

2011-01-19T01:48:00.008+08:00

I don't understand why people take care of their girlfriend/boyfriend like a 3-year-old baby.

Whenever I saw people worried or shouted like a crazy for just a very little wound:"Oh My God Let me SEEEE!!!!Why are you so stupid lah like this also can get injured blahblahblaaaaaaaaaaah!"WTF I was like gonna ask you IS YOUR BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND GONNA CACAT OR WHAAAAAAT??
Seriously I think this is too hiperbola.NONO I don't like hiperbola style.

Maybe you can be simile a bit,like:
"Oh dear I'm now worried bagai ants in the hot pot...are you okay?"

Or maybe in a metaphora style:
"Babeeee please don't get yourself sick again.Your sickness is like a seed,being planted in my heart,it makes me feel so down."

or maybe you can use proverb?:
"Babe,there's one Ethiopian proverb says that If A Friend Hurts You,Run to Your Wife.so babe,please,run to me,come'on I'm waiting...."

yeah,I prefer you talk like this,at least I'd think that you've sense of humour.
It's fitting that Love is Caring,but not this way of hiperbola caring okay.
(p/p/s:YOU CAN CARE,but not too hiperbola.I don't mean we can't because of course we take care of each other)I felt irritated and annoyed when I heard people talk like this.Your lover is not your little kid!She/He is not a child who doesn't know how to take care of her/himself.Even if he/she gets hurt,it's not a big deal as long as her/his legs and hands and every part of her/his body is still hanging there but not dropping YET.
and if he/she falls sick,it's not a big matter as long as her/his stomach her/his liver and her/his everything is still inside her/his body and it's NOT CANCER and not any serious disease(say X to cancer).
Other than that,you'll just have to say:"okay,please take good care of yourself,drink more water and remember to take your medicine babe" or "next time be more careful babe.don't get yourselves injured again."ok that's all.
Please don't :"OMG why you so stupid like this also can fall sick see lah I told you adi how I wish I'm now beside you to take care of you.You're worrying me I can't sleep can't wee can't peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee"please go and pee and wee now and put everything inside your mouth and NOMNOM it (^~^) ...ooOO00(hmm delicious yeah?yoyo)

Just now my friend told me why he likes someone:"因为他美很有气质咯"and his face's fulled of happiness and immediately I interrupted him:"肤浅!"
yes.I understand if guys like beautiful girl but not pork chop like me.But please don't say it out lah.At least I'd think that you like him/her is because he/she's nice,kind,helpful and all kind of excellent qualities but not because he/she is handsome/beautiful looh.I still wanna live inside my 象牙塔 thinking that:"woah not bad lah,nowadays people still ok,still emphasize on inner beauty but not outer beauty only.at least don't want too ugly can liao"
But now what the fuck you're telling me:"我喜欢他因为他美咯！"that's all.Fuck you.please dig your eyes out,and ask your eyes to get married with her.There's one more type even worse.He'd compare his girlfriend to his favourite pop group,idol and stars.Fuck you if your girlfriend is beautiful and sexaaaay like they do,she won't be with you now but with 金城武.You know?You are just 恶作剧之吻的“阿金”，not金城武eh 阿金.My cousin brother is the worst.He told me he'd compare his girlfriend to SNSD(Girl Generation)'s Jessica.WONDERING WHO SHE IS?here you are.

IS HE INSANE??yes he is.But he told me he's trying not to compare like this anymore because inner beauty is important too.OKAY give 5 at least you know you're wrong LOL.
Nevertheless,I'm not saying that outer beauty is not crucial.But you guys please be more logical and realistic thinking okay?Any very,veRY,VERY beautiful girl,all would've go and become superstar or somebody's else.But if you want,you still have chance :

1.You're rich.(ugly nevermind)
2.You're handsome.(poor nevermind)
3.You've inner beauty.(not rich but look so-so nevermind)

4.You're very talented.(2 possibilities:--i.They believe one day you'd be successful and become
rich.

ii.They just simply like you because you're talented.)

5.天时地利人和all bingo!You're lucky because she also doesn't know why she falls in love with you.Feeling~~

Don't cry.you can build up.You can upgrade yourselves I'm sure one day you'd definitely have one of these but not sitting there waiting for lenglooi to come and pikat you or you wanna pikat them OMG.You want lenglooi but don't wanna put effort on it how come aduiiihh....

and WHY you want a preety lady as your girlfriend?You said people are crazy because they spent maaaaaaaany millions of USD just to buy an artistic production of whowhowho to hang inside their house but aren't you doing the same thing?You spend more than that in your whole life to "buy" a vase for you to see until you're old.The only difference is that your artistic vase can MOVE around your house kacau this kacau that buy this buy that and theirs CANNOT MOVE.You're such a genius MEEEEEEEEH. *thumbs up,even my toes are up.UP UP for you*

Don't hate me,because I'm kind.
Don't like me,because I'm not preety.
Get it?LOL.
(I know I'm talking about 2 unrelated things in this post so sorry=_____=)

p/s:of course you can find a preety lady as your partner but please make sure both of you are really in love with each other from inner to outer side.

2011-01-17T18:29:00.000+08:00

somebody bring me go and watch 天天好天 please?=___________+

Great

2011-01-15T22:46:00.005+08:00

I feel great today.I love looking at her.She's stunning,in her very own way.
She's a fab mom.
It's not an easy task to raise 3 children by herself,particularly when the three children,are all wound up becoming a great man.They're great children,because they've a great mom.
Enjoying myself in their happiness atmosphere is a lovely thing to do.
I kept silent all the way,because I'd only can feel everything,when I was doing nothing.

再见

2011-01-15T03:06:00.004+08:00

正式宣布，我要挥别和我一起几乎已经11年的刘海，把它留长（朋友再见）。
我受不了同样的发型，受不了那片厚厚的东西黏在我额头那么久，热死了。太阳最近很不友善，我好不容易在假期时保养到有点成绩的手又被晒黑了。真的该搽厚厚的防晒油了。驾车的时候，我的眼睛都快爆炸了。

**但是放心，世界不会末日的

Call your parents more often

2011-01-15T01:34:00.007+08:00

Everyone knows I'm a HelloKitty big fan,so my friends kept on buying me HK stuff and informing me news about HK.I really appreciate it thank you so much!
This is the HelloKitty for Sephora brushes.It's so soooo adorable.It looks so crystal and I guess the brushes are in pink can you notice that?OMGOMG.

Next,this is the Raso kitty wire bag,I know it's huge,but I guess taking this handbag look cool particularly when a girl saw it and said:"hey mom Look I want that please I really want that it's kitty!!"and she started crying.LOL.The exciting part is--It's limited edition,only have 80 throughout the world!
Last,this is a book that I want to get--TO BE THE QUEEN.I'm not saying that I want to behave like a queen but I guess it can help me much how to be a successful woman in my life.
My little brother,who's just 12 years old,while he was cooking,he scolded me:"how come you don't know how to cook but you're a girl 失败咯你！how to become a housewife after that?"
Immediately I responded:"who the fuck told you that I wanna be a housewife?who on earth told you girl must know how to cook?and did I mention before I wanna stay at home and become a housewife??!"
and he replied:"but girls should know!don't tell me you wanna order your husband to do this!"
I agree with that,and I said:"yeah,so I'll hire a maid and do it!"
LOL.this is not a good example I know but I just don't like cooking,I don't enjoy cooking.I don't even know the proper way to fry an egg Kill Me.I will definitely jump off 10km away after I put the egg inside because I'm scared of the oil.
But I'd like to learn how to make cookies and cake,because I like butter.LOL.

Chinese NewYear's just around the corner.I love CNY.I love it when everyone's coming back and reunion together.I'm really looking forward for it.
I drove to school as usual yesterday morning.I tuned to 99.7 to listen 阳光灿烂 and their topic was "Do you know what's the present that your parents want for CNY?"
A girl from Puchong called.

“......其实我知道我爸爸最想要的礼物就是我时常回去看他."

“那你有时常回去看他吗？”

“有啊我经常回去的”

“那你怎么知道你爸爸最想要的礼物就是你时常回去看他？”

“就会知道阿。虽然很常回去，但是每次离开家里的时候就会看到他ngan sap sap(眼湿湿)”

“哦，那你怎么没和他住在一起呢？”

“因为我在puchong做工，然后他在JB.......”

Once I heard NGAN SAP SAP,my eyes also SAP SAP.
I don't know why.I thought of my parents,the time when they sent me to KL last year on April ( just KL only not overseas OMG ).
They helped me to carry my luggage up to my condo.After I've settled down,we only realised that we had left an umbrella in the car.My daddy and mommy said they also have to go back already so we went down together to get the umbrella and then they'll go back.After my mom gave me the umbrella,she said:"ok lah.",which means they wanted to leave already.
My tears immediately rolled down and I hugged my mom.My mom cried.I've never seen her crying like this before.And the most suprising part is--My daddy's crying too.
I swear,I've never seen him crying for my entire 18 years of life,even when my grandmom had passed away.
I felt bad.I felt sorry for leaving them.I acted like I AM OKAY,I went up.I spied them through the balcony after I had gone up.They saw me and they waved their hands saying TATA to me.
I cried like a baby,for non-stop.so how it wound up?
haha I came back every week!gosh I was in KL,and I came back every week=_________=

I admit I'm not an independant child.I love my parents,until I'm not willing to leave them for even a day.You couldn't imagine,I feel bad when I went for a trip with my mates in KL,or when I overnight at cousin sister's house in Penang.I just wanna go back as soon as possible.For most of you,you may think I'm insane.People fight for freedom,they wanna get out of their parents' control but I just love staying beside parents even sometimes we have no time to talk to each other.I just wanna look at them.I wanna make sure everything's perfect for them.

I remembered one time when I went watching "LELIO婆婆" with my brothers and cousin sister,I cried like a crazy inside the cinema.I was surprised because I could cry until my face was like gonna KIU together like a dumpling.My cousin sister saw it and she told me:"你对这样的情节很SENSITIVE".Yes I am.I couldn't imagine I leave my parents in the old folks' home one day in the future.This is the world's most cruel thing to do.I mean you're just a fucking char siu if you leave your parents in the old folks' home.

There's no excuse,neither your parents are sick nor no time to take care of them,I just couldn't accept it.You can hire a nurse to take care of them if they need it.What a parents want is you're always with them.Don't make them feel any difference even you've grown up!Don't make them feel they're old!They build a warm house for you when you're young,so when you've grown up,please build a Warmer house for them to stay in!You've to remember they have never dumped you even you're sick,you're never being neglected even they're busy,so why the fuck you do this to them?

I had never said I LOVE YOU to my parents before.I used to think that sometimes we don't have to say it out,we just have to keep it inside our heart.But as I get "older" year by year,I don't know why I just feel like saying it to my parents.I want them to know they've a great daughter like me ( bahahaha ) who will always love them for the entire of my life.
In fact I don't really have guts to talk to my paps.But I keep trying it,I even told him that I love him,asking him to take good care of himself,and you couldn't imagine,he replied me "I LOVE YOU TOO".I felt really touched,deep inside my heart,it's so,soooooooo,soooooooooooooo deep.

I guess I won't be leaving them forever.I even told my boy that next time,even we're married( just LET'S SAAAY lah okay),we MUST stay together with my parents.and he said:"yeah of course!and my mom too!" yes WHY NOT?LOL

And this is the effing reason why,I don't really wanna go overseas for further studies later.LOL.

lastly,CALL YOUR PARENTS MORE OFTEN,if you're studying or working outside.
Don't ruin the relationship by making a gap between each other.
( Fucking I hate when people say their parents don't understand them WTF do you understand your parents first?Do you understand why parents don't let you do this and that and you're acting like you're the King and your parents are like your servants and they just have to nod their heads like the spring toy,saying YES everytime when you want for something?
Understand your parents first before saying they don't understand you!Could you be just a little bit fair and caring? )
You might don't know this but this is truth--they're thinking of you everyday,every hours,every minutes and seconds,even when they have their meals,because,you used to eat together with them when you haven't gone outside yet.

I don't wanna say "Parents are God's gift for children" and whatever lah I'm cock sure you've heard or seen this for thousand times but the matter is you never think deeply of it.
很多东西，我们只是学到，但是做不到。
看lelio婆婆哭几百次都没有用，因为你都不知道里面真正的意义是什么，你只是觉得他们好像很可怜这样。但是爸妈真正的苦心，你不懂，我也不太懂。但是有一天，我们都会懂.

Long enough.3am sharp now.I blog about this because it's been in my mind for 2 days.
In fact,I just wanna tell yall about the great HK stuff I've found=____=

Restaurant Kapitan

2011-01-12T23:30:00.005+08:00

Restaurant KAPITAN at Penang!!!!It's an Indian Restaurant.I brought my boy,brothers and cousin to try this out because last time my cousin sister brought me there and I like the food.
FYI,it's located at Penang,opposite Queensbay,beside the car park that row of shops.

Look at the MENU!!variety of choiceeeeees for you!

They're even providing vegetarian food!!caring!LOL

We ordered 3 Tandoori set and 1 nasi briyani.

This is TANDOOOOORI.omg you couldn't imagine how great the chicken tasted like.
I miss the chicken!nomnomnomnom

This is NasiBriyani.Look at the rice,it's thinner and longer!;D
As what you've seen from the photo,the price is reasonable.So next time you can try it out.and one thing I must tell you is the chicken taste really fantastic LOLLLL.

This is a boring post.Just enjoy looking at the food,have nothing much to say;(

非洲鱼

2011-01-09T21:27:00.007+08:00

I'm sick now.Fever,cough,flu......Can you believe people get sick again just right after 2 weeks?I still remember the day I was sick is on the 23rd of December,2010.and now I'm sick again.
Doctor asked me to consume more vege and fruits,and he asked me to stop eating spiceeeey,which has become part of my life and also fried food.People like me so pity,I'm very easy to gain fat,especially the bottom part of my body.so I've to really work on it!!!
神阿请给我变瘦变美的力量!

ShuHan and I talked about this problem at school today.We're just too jealous of some lenglooi.
You're lucky if you won't gain too much weight although you've eaten soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.To be honest I just simply hate you.yes I HATE YOU!!

The funniest part is,we felt gloomy for whole morning and when we saw 2 nasi lemak on our table when we back to the class after the assembly(our friend bought it for us),immediately we felt happiness and happy and I couldn't stop myself from looking at the nasi lemak and..........smelled it.
Just imagine=___________=

I think,I just ate too much of HOLIAO these days.and I should start eating healthy food from tomorrow *mom help me SOS LOL*
I'm gonna introduce you some good food here.I've been postponing it for weeks.Now I'm taking this opportunity to tell yall all about food,and now,my saliva comes out....(I really shouldn't eat meat again WTF)

OKAY this is 非洲鱼云吞面 Restaurant at RAWANG.I'm sorry I don't know the exact place.
For your information,the 非洲鱼 is very hard to cook,I mean if you don't cook it well,it'll have a smelly taste.and now,they combine the WanTanMee with the fish.

Have 5 flavors for your choice.*I don't like the curry one*

One fish per person.The big plate you see above,is for one person.so kill me,how come I don't gain fat with such much food like this LOLL.

gonna post more about food as I couldn't eat holiao again in the coming few weeks.
and my mom doesn't let me to go for starbucks again how sad Liing!!!!

BeTrue

2011-01-09T01:25:00.003+08:00

it's late in the midnight.I'm still reading blogs and suddenly I feel like telling yall about this.

I love blogging because I love sharing.Claps for Blogger.
I love to share about everything which I think is good,especially food *hmmm no wonder I've round tummy*However,please bear in my mind that I'm not trying to show off,because::::

1.I don't share what I've been doing all day.
ETC, "OhMyGod I hate shopping!!There's big crowd everywhere!!I took half an hour to line up to enter Gucci,40min to enter LV,20 min to enter Burberry,50 min to enter Versace!Hate it Hate it!!"
Comment:Who on earth cares where did you line up?Who cares how many minutes you've taken to enter the shops?and lastly,which kisiao asked you to line up for a total of few hours just for window shopping inside?LOL! *ridiculous*

2.I don't share what I've bought.
ETC, "This is what I've bought today!*and a photo of all shopping bags with DESCRIPTIONS right below the photo*Tops from Topshop,vest from Forever 21,and a pair of jeans from Levi's OMG I'm crazy because I only got this jeans at 400 bucks!!dirt cheaaaap!!"
Comment:Are you asking people to go and buy the same thing as yours?and honestly I really think that readers will only feel surprised when they see you're wearing nice clothes in your photos and they won't be like "hey I know you got this from Topshop I also have one!" =________= "

3.I don't tell tall story.
ETC, "I've been shopping for whole day.I'm broke now.Totally NO money!!!9 sheets of purple colour money just flew away like that!Should start saving now!"
and just right after the next few days,you'll see she/he shares that she's just bought a new branded handbag,camera,cosmetics,skin cares,and whatever costly.
Comment:You're asking people to rob you.And you're cheating,em em you're not a good model for your readers.请勿模仿.

These people really should've pissed off.It's like I've spent time to read your blog but wound up you blogged something which is really rubbish!Just wanna tell you WHO CAREEEES!!!

Blogging should be an excellent way of expressing yourselves and telling your friends who you are.You should have your own way of blogging but not trying to be an exact duplicate of someone else.
It's good if you blog about what you've done today,but please,don't abuse it as a sharing tool.
It's a sharing tool,not sharing HOW RICH YOU ARE's tool.
I blog whatever that's in my mind.I don't think really much *especially when I'm scolding someone LOL*.
I love sharing good stuff.This is the reason why I always take my camera along with me all the time.I'm not scared to criticize you if you're really bad and I'm generous to praise you if you're really good.I'm just telling the truth.I'm just who I am.

I love reading other's blogs too.I've linked whoever I know he/she has a blogger in my blog.I always spend time reading their blogs.It's a lovely thing to do.so if you find out I haven't linked you yet,please tell me (if and only if you feel like telling me).

lastly,BE TRUE TO WHO YOU ARE,STOP TRYING TO PLEASE OTHER PEOPLE OR SOMEONE ELSE.BE TRUE.you've to be true,but if the truth is you've weakness,you've to correct it.I'm not asking you to show your weakness to your readers. (I'm unsure if you understand what I'm trying to say=____=)

I should off to bed now.It's 0223 now and I have to wake up tomorrow at 0600!

SawChin&TzeWei I hope yall are okay!Be positive!!☺
Liing I've just read your blog!Awesome!I ❤ You,this is what true friends are.

ⓧⓞⓧⓞ

Starbucks update

2011-01-08T12:56:00.005+08:00

Starbucks is gonna change their logo at March 2011,so if you're a fan of starbucks and wanna collect their collection (etc bottle,cup,planner) you may have to start collecting now as they won't be having this logo again after the next 3 months!

--sources from my sina weibo.

bad LALA,chao LALA

2011-01-05T01:18:00.006+08:00

I went Alor Star just now at night because my mom wanted to pass her passport for my Aunt.Daddy asked us to go and pack 炒鸳鸯 for him so we went and got it.
My mom brought her own tupperware and put it on the table to order.There's one fucking LALA MUI did not even want to serve my mom and a LALA CUSTOMER was waiting for the yuanyang,standing there,pretend like he's BradPitt,with ugly brownish hair and tan skin,talking to the phone.That LALA MUI showed her black face,like she's 关公's sister,and yeah,she's also having a super duper triper ugly long blonde dehydrated and damaged hair,okay not that Ang Moh's pattern one,but Gangster pattern one.p/s:Malaysia Gangster,not Japan nor Hongkong.

My mother said:"打包三包给我，放进这里."My kind mother gave her the tupperware and put it on the table.and LALA said:"等！"okay,we're high standard people,even the LALA used a harsh tone to ask us to wait,but we still waited for her.She was very bad-tempered,even when she served other customers,she also showed her LC face.I told my mom"咪等下她再这样她一定中."
My kind mother again she said:"哎哟不要这样啦"I kept silent.

1 min,2min,3 min,her brother also LALA pattern,pretend like DavidBeckham serving the customers.My mother was standing there,waiting for her to serve but she's not even showing her ENTHUSIASTIC that she's gonna pack for us.Suddenly,she yelled:"wei SIAM ji eh"with fucking harsh tone.My fire was like being ignited and I purposely shouted loudly"你他妈的态度这样差的阿？"
She stared at me.She's like very sensitive to that 你他妈的.She looked at me,like she's gonna box me,beat me kick me with her LALA pattern,immediately I looked her back,and juling her.I think this is the longest time I've taken ever to finish a JULING lol.it's like for 10 seconds.So you could imagine how angry I felt that time.then she started shouting in fucking geli cantonese"你看他讲要diu我老母loh!你看！叫人来啦！".and the funniest part is,she repeated this for 5 times and she continued packing at the mean time,but nobody has the initiative to choi her.Her daddy was cooking,and immediately when he heard I scolded her he stopped his work and came and packed for us.He even apologised and asked her daughter don't talk too much.so what does this mean?女债父还?LOL fucking you're sooo much FUNNEEEEEEEY.I was standing at the back of that LALA and I looked at her with a smiley yellow face,I really felt like laughing.Don't you have any other stuff to talk about?It's so boring when you kept on repeating the same thing LALA,don't you realise that?LOL.After we paid the money,my mom scolded me:"你看这样是不是有失身份？"I don't care.

I always,always,always x1000 come across with some bad service like this.I'm very taking care of every service that's given by the shopper,salesgirl and even you're just a hawker.I'm not acting like CONSUMER is the biggest but when you come and work outside,you should have known what is a GoodService.At least you don't show your LC face like I'm begging you to sell it for me WTF I'm the one who give money for you to pay your hair dying charges and hair treatment for your damaged hair LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLL*laugh out loud*
I'm cock sure that I'll treat you veeery good too if you give good service,I'm definitely not that kind of arrogant lansi lanyong customer.so what else do you expect for when you give bad service??!!
and fuck you I don't care if you wanna call somebody else to come and box me or whatever you wanna do,I just feel guilty when I don't scold you on the spot because you made my mom and I BO SIOK because of your bad service and how you treated my mom,nobody could ever touch my family,I warn you.Last but not least,make sure that the SOMEBODY you call,wont be acting like a tortoise after that LOL you thought I've nobody to call?nah!

If you wanna work outside,please make sure you give good service.You've to beware that NOT EVERY CUSTOMER IS SO KIND like my mom does,at least I am the first one!hmm,and my Aunt and Uncle would be the 2nd and 3rd one LOL because after this we told her about this funny incident she's like more angry than I did.She said if she's there she would definitely ask her to call NOW.
okay.I'm regret now.I'm regret why not perli her for repeating such many times of the same thing LOL.and seriously,pity your father.if you're good enough,your father should have stopped from working.He still got to apologise for what you've done even when he's at the age of over 65 I think?He's sick and looked unhealthy ;((( JIAK SAI LAH CHAAAAAAOOOOOO LALA

You know why you just can be a LALA forever but not Abalone?open your small eyes and see!see the difference between you,and me.

it's not a good idea to compose this post late at night because now,I feel hungry--I think of the lala in Tambun,the best that I've ever tasted before!hot and spiceeeeeeeeeyy!!!

p/s:I'm sorry,I could not avoid writing fuck in this post because she's just so fucking LALA.

2011-01-03T01:19:00.000+08:00

我宁愿你对我坦白，也不要你伪装

2011-01-01T23:38:00.005+08:00

我在facebook看到很多人说他们觉得新的一年没有什么特别感觉，我其实很有感觉，非常有感觉。我很开心，我昨晚倒数的时候欢呼得很大声，我很高兴地迎接新的一年的到来。
虽然嘴巴上是说很不爽因为后天就要开学，但是我还是非常期待。
我期待每天上课的日子，期待满满的补习，期待每天过得更加充实，期待一个人奋斗，期待每一样即将会发生的好事。
这两个月假期我真的过的非常开心，非常充实，但是有一点我非常惭愧，就是我没有动到书！算了，玩得尽兴就好！
一月一号，我就像是充满电力的电池，准备迎接一切挑战！
我不再是以前非常非常我行我素的女生，我知道世界不是为了我而转而已，我不想霸道，不想自私。我不再为别人说我很有个性很我行我素而感到骄傲，我觉得这是个耻辱，还有三个月就19岁的我，我不屑有这个头衔，我不想作一个没有进步的女生，错，我不是女生，我已经要蜕变成女人了，那个自以为是的时代，已经落伍了！活在自己世界的人非常可怜，要做强者，就必须与时代并进，更要懂得人情世故。看到电视机里最近很夯的广告--高清三国演义电视剧里，有一句对白：只许我负天下人，不许天下人负我。吃粪拉

2011加油。答应自己的事，要做到。

Christmas

2010-12-25T00:33:00.002+08:00

Christmas,not merry at all.Sent wishes for my family,got replies from them which makes me warmer.I've never have any really fucking awesome cool celebration with anyone,eventhough I've come to the 18th christmas eve of my life.
I look forward someday,when I could really celebrate it.I'd just love to sit beside the road,looking at the sleigh bells,the snow,the people,red hat,red nose reindeer,red socks,the children,shimmering night with laughing,cheering all around,and christmas song.

I shouldn't have stayed here tonight.
I wanna go home,like..Now.
I swear I won't come anymore.
Time flies faster,only for tonight.

Santa,I never prepare socks in my room.

JennyTseng

2010-12-19T00:53:00.005+08:00

I've just came back from Jenny(甄妮)'s Love Show Concert 2010.Have been sitting inside the car for 5 hours,I'm tired (although I slept for most of the time).Neh I'll get carsick whenever I sit in the car for uhm..more than one hour.This is why I always prefer driving myself rather than sitting other's car.LOL.

I love Jenny's concert.She is so stunning!Her look,her bodyshape,her hair and her clothes(designed by her lovely daughter),everything is so nice!Her voice is so powerful and I cried when she sang the last song.
She made me think that did she think of her husband when she sang the last song?
FYI,her husband died many years ago in an accident when he was 29.OMG so young.After her husband died,Jenny has never married again.When she sang love songs,I could feel her.I could feel what she's telling us,how much she misses her husband,her one and only love,forever.
So bad I forgot to charge my camera,so I didn't take any photo of hers.
But I got a rose from her!haha!I was soo happy when I got it!!nehneeh :D She came down from the stage a while with the dancers to give the roses and posters.I could see her very clearly and no doubt she looks really fabulous even she's at the age of over 50.

This is the song the she sang last in her concert--"有你有我"

The Lyrics:

望见星便高兴，让那飞快白天闪过，又来到夜静，无论遇着什么事情，若有你我平静了，随年月沿途仍耐心倾听。

在这刻不偏激好胜，是你身边原来来得相当感性，没有花式刻意煽情，仍然得你在和应，最动人原来从没尾声。

从不需任何约定，感觉你的心在呼应，无论你悄悄在一角，亦会心领。从不需任何约定，早有默契极熟悉，站到这里我没忘了，步履感觉你永远熟悉，你在听，你在听，世上有你我便高兴，让我最依恋舞台来做见证。

在这刻不偏激好胜，是你身边原来来得相当感性，没有花式刻意煽情，仍然得你在和应，最动人原来从没尾声。

Don't ever make love become your whole life.At the end of the day,you'd realise how much you've missed in your life.Don't love before you know how to love.Love should make you feel alive but not deathful.

I'm glad that Jenny lives her life to her fullest.
She still has very wonderful life even her husband's dead.Love that's passed doesn't kill her,she knows she still has to live on.We should appreciate what we USED TO have,we can't be selfish.We can't hold what we want forever,we have to learn how to put down,when you have to.
You've to be thankful whoever comes to your life,and You,have to realise whoever comes,they will go and pass through.

Click here .

GoJenny.You're blessed with love.

KLS

2010-12-09T03:46:00.004+08:00

I can't stop watching because I find some similar characteristics between you and me.
I want to sort out the measures how a person whose characteristics are quite same as mine could achieve something really big in her life.I'm amazed when I saw you on TV.
I am not your fans,You're not my idol,because I'm not impersonating you.You're just like my guru,even my best friend,because whatever I do,I think you'll truly understand WHY,and I understand why you're doing that too.
But you're tougher than me,I'll cry very easily,even when I'm angry.This is the main reason why,whenever I face difficulties,I'll think of you and inspired to move on,and also why I keep on watching it.
Perfectionism doesn't kill me.I'm proud of it.

bye,gonna sleep.
yeah,thanks a lot.FAB!

2010-12-08T21:53:00.004+08:00

Having hot freen tea latte at Genting Highlands during the cold weather is extremely warm.
I had peppermint mocha frappucino today.It tastes so weird.I don't like the choco mixed with the peppermint.
I'm looking forward for 10th of December.It's my first anniversary with my lover hun.
Not gonna really celebrate it,we don't think the need to elaborate this day.In fact I'm surprised when people celebrate their MONTHSARY every month because it is like WHAAAAAT-FOOOOOR as I bet you don't have so many ideas on how to give surprises and what to give every month to your lover.LOL,except if they just go out to have a special dinner together,hmm I think this is quite acceptable (but still,I don't feel the need to do so bahaha)

He promised to bring me to have a special dinner at Penang and he doesn't want to tell me where is it (ngo choooooi meeeehh hahaha).
I have planned for the coming christmas after discussing with my mates eventually.We plan to go to lounge and listen to live band and duck-dance together buahaha.I think we'd have lots of fun.
like what I've said in PLURK-----All I Want For Christmas is MUSIC.
love watching live band shows.
I need to do something now,at least before the school reopens.
Fioooooonnn,remember what you've promised to your family and yourselves!

2010-12-07T21:03:00.002+08:00

I need a diary.I want to write,I want to paste,I want to draw.
Have too much to say,but I could not talk about it here,it's too dangerous.

AMIT live concert 2010

2010-12-05T19:11:00.009+08:00

yeaaay,I went to AMIT's concert!!She's gorgeous,I love her voice,I love her concert,her style,her songs,and everything!!!You couldn't imagine how HIGH I was that night,danced with the crowd,shouted with the crowd,and sang with the crowd!!

Brothers and Me after the concert.Going to have McD as supper.haa,starving!

This is incredible!!!!I sat in the 5th row,Amit's like just singing in front of me!!!I could really see each of their faces!!Thanks PAPA!!!

yeaah,the hand my cousin showed is the ROCK FINGER that Amit's taught!
taking photo with the poster!!
We had our dinner late at 7pm.Everyone felt nervous as we scared we might be late for the concert!

The simple design of the stage!

The concert started right at 8pm!!The crowd started to shout before the host announced the concert's going to be started! Crazy!!Amit kept on saying “你们真的疯了！！疯了！！”

Claps for the backup singers.They did a great job!
*spotted:叶玮庭!!

Lyrics on the screen!!

see,almost everyone's standing!including Auntie and Uncle!

I love this two gorgeous ladies.Their voice is marvellous!

Red highlighted hair!!!!!COOOOL!!

The shoes soo LadyGaga style!But I like her style more than LG's!LOL

The keyboardist from Japan!The guitarists all are from Japan!

I forgot his name!His solo is sooo chioooo!!and his hair!!!

The drummer!His skills..ichiban.LOL

Amit's saying thank you to her super Fans!!!!

okay this is a very random photo.I feel curious,how are yall going to rock with clothes like this?
okay lah I think they're celebrities,but becareful!don't ever fall down!

Mad at this situation.VIPs' supposed to be the cultural person but what're yall doing?WTF yall not even wanna line up to go out !
okay I was crazy for the whole night!!I'd definitely go to her concert again next time!!

2010-11-29T22:33:00.009+08:00

yeaah!!finally,I got it!!the ShuUemura christmas collection!hmm,love the design,the colour,the concept,the dreamy stuff,the icons..everything!Even my wallpaper is about this too!blaaaah,I'm going craaaazieeeeee!

This is the brush set.pinky!look at the drawing!sooo adorable!It's like oh-my-God after I kiss the swan I'll become sooo beautiful.hahahaaa!dreamiiingg laaar!I always want to get a set of portable brushes because I find it difficult to keep the brushes whenever I go out,especially when I'm going on a vacation.

this is the inner part!

and this is the palette.Again,the design is sooo nice!

and I like the colour!I'm addicted to the earth colour recently,I don't know why.

This is the depsea water rose mist.I bought this last few days with Liing.Since I got this,I always bring it along with me.I spray it on my face whenever I feel my skin is dehydrated and when my face is oily(when I put on make up,of course,wipe the oil on your face first).

this is the presents I got,a make up bag and a set of skin care.

haha,I love the purple bottle cleanser.

I used to spend lots of money on cosmetics,because I always think it helps to conceal everything on my face.Then my mother corrected me(who I think she has much more better skin than I have=.=),I realised how much skin care will help so I started searching for good skin care products.I want to look good even without any make up on my face(I didn't put any make up to school and tuition).

hahaaa I feel happy today.I couldn't stop myself from looking at the pinky stuff I've got all along the way back to my home.My boyfriend laughed at me and he said:"so next time no need to think what to give you liao looh?Just buy this stuff for you can liaaaw!" and immediately I said:"Yeah of course!Buy me a lipstick I will feel very happy also liaaaaaaaaaaooo!"hahahaa.

great shopping day with my mom,AhBoey auntie,my boyfriend,my brothers and my cousin.Papa's so pity,he had his dinner alone todaaay,sorry;(

I can't believe it's 30th of November noooow.Approximately one month holidays has been passed and now we're stepping into the 2nd month of long-term holidays.ohohohohh,I'm not looking forward for the christmas,but actually I love chinese new year more!hahaa!I miss the time we played the cards together until everyone wasn't willing to sleep!The greatest thing is everyone is coming back and reunion at the same place,spending the time together.
I really love my family,until I don't want to be apart from them.I want to do everything together with my parents!I want to share with them and want to know what they're doing all the time,like they're my lovers.LOL.

cute stuff from my loves

2010-11-28T21:46:00.007+08:00

Today I don't go out for whole day,so I've so much so much time to update my blog!
I changed a new layout for my blog!it's ShuUemura's Christmas Collection wallpaper by Aya Takano!I love this collection,I feel so stupid for not getting it last few days when I went to Gurney Plaza with Liing.In fact I didn't really look at the collection displayed in the counter.
I checked out every brand's christmas collection for this year when I got home and I really impressed by Shu Uemura's collection!It's so dreamy(I love dreaming,I'm pisces,LOL),it's so pinky and I love the eye shadow pallette,and of course,the eyelashes too!hmm,if I've christmas party to attend,I'd buy it,unfortunately,I don't have any.LOL
I'm still thinking whether I should get the portable brushes or not.however,the eye shadow pallette is a Must-Get!weee.well,tomorrow I'm going to Penang with my family and my boyfriend again!yeaaay!so I have a chance to graaaab it!
This post is about the nice stuff related to my VIPs.ahah.

I'm so happy because my friends(even those who aren't that close) know I like HelloKitty!ahah!
I'm touched when my friends shared something about hello kitty for me in Facebook,because I know they'd think of me whenever they see this,at least they are!thank you so much!
and this lovely HK,my boyfriend gave it.I'm gonna put it in my bathroom,I'll fill syampoo inside because I always bath in different bathrooms according to my mood.(this sounds so weird=.=)hahahah!!thanks!
while he's waiting for the movie to start with his friends one day,he saw this and he bought it;D

this headband is given by Eshayne!She has one,which is dark blue,and mine is light blue!know why?Because both of us have the same long skirts,which hers is dark one and mine is light blue!!and one time when she went to market,she saw this and she got one for me too!again you think of me!sweeet.thanks!

Love shape necklace

Paul the octopus earring!

Hehehehe.Liing and I bought this in Queensbay!I still remember last time you got me a few pairs of earrings,which have the same colour as yours!and now we got 2 more!I'd wear the necklace everytime I hang out with you,and you know what?I wear Paul everyday!!haha!IDK why I just love it.I love the feeling when I buy the same thing with my best friends,especially the earrings,it's like,uhm..we share everything! C:

LoveLoveeee!

I miss YapMingLi!!I wanna meet you!!!wait for me yeah sweetie!I'm planning!;D

FongFeiFei concert

2010-11-28T15:35:00.008+08:00

Went to watch FongFeiFei's concert with my parents,san gu,brothers and cousin.
In fact brothers,cousin and I were quite scared of this concert,because FFF sings oldies,and my cousin even said that he wanted to bring a blanket there and sleep,LOL.
however,ThankGod,FFF is really awesome!I love all the songs she sang,especially the 苹果花,a Japanese song in 1952.Everything is perfectly planned,the dance,the music,the scene and even the screen,to show the song she sang is from which album,in what year and who composed it.This is the reason why I know the Japanese song was composed in 1952.haha.(No I do not google it)I really appreciate what the team has done to make this concert went really perfect.We all know,the oldies,especially chinese songs,the writer and the composer always got inspired by the beautiful scene,even a river,a leaf and flowers.This is how the song really came out and therefore,it's really touching,particularly when FFF sang with the screen showing this as below

and the best part is,we were all in VIP seats!so we could see her face so clearly!and I kept on looking at the drummer,he's so cool!LOL.and I love the backup singers as well.

This photo,sorry,too blur.

Malaysian dance before the concert get started.

you know what?her dancers,all muscular one!I mean the female dancers!make me think of Fergie..hmm

look at the backup singers,chit-chatting!LOL.
and the keyboardist!He's the band leader!chioo.but what's wrong with this face?

The drummer!like him!

I really respect FFF.She's not only an oldies singer,but,she tried to sing oldies in Accapella way.LOL.Amazing!like what she said:"我们必须跟得上时代!"
so did my cousin really sleep?NO!!He even dance and flow with the beats!hahaha!!He said he really enjoyed it,a lot.
and what my big brother did?wtf he kept on texting with his girlfriend,ALL DAAAY!you waste papa's money dude ffffyyyyy!
claps for my little brother,even he's still 11,but he loves all the songs,and he showed his respect and sang along!;D
My parents,of course,love her.and I guess there's one part,I forgot what the song title is,my san gu and mama cried.yeah,me?almost.LOL.

hmm.what's next??
I'm gonnnaaaa crazy!!!AMEI's concert on 3rd of December!!!!!!5th roooooow!!omg can't wait!

AhYAT

2010-11-28T12:20:00.012+08:00

I went to Genting Highlands,AGAIN.I went to accompany my parents to watch FongFeiFei's concert.I thought it'd be sooo boring,but it winded up I had so much fun in her concert!awesome!!as what I always say,Oldies,the best.Before that,we went to have our dinner over AHYAT restaurant.
We had a 7 people set dinner.For your information,the set lunch/dinner at AHYAT restaurant costs RM88 per person,RM11 cheaper than last time!and you won't regret to pay at this price because the food tastes really nice!Besides that,if you wanna order for set lunch/dinner,there're lots of choices too.It depends on what you want to eat and how many person,all started from 400++ per set(for 4 people)

IDK what is this called.Deep fried roasted duck?yeah,I think so

Soup:Abalone,Sharks' Fin,FishMaw and some I don't remember inside.
I think this is what they call SuperiorBuddhaJumpsOverTheWall (佛跳墙)

Abalone and Goose Web

super big prawns!

IDK what is this.just,FISH.

HoBaoFan (荷包饭).

This is duck.They fried it after they served the crispy skin(the first photo).

Too full after this!!but I wonder my cousin still managed to eat supper after that,hmmmm~
if you wish to have more information about this restaurant,click here

I went to try carpetbag stick at Victoria Station few days ago,which my boyfriend always recommands me.sorry,no photo,because my camera ran out of battery wtf.
I love it!taste preety good.FYI,it's located behind(or beside I don't know) Sunway Carnival in Butterworth.It costs about 40++ for carpetbag stick,and I ordered OldFashion Cocktail,it tastes like,wtf smelly!however,I like the design,and the service,yeah,quite okay.

any nice place to eat ??I love eating!

2010-11-11T23:12:00.003+08:00

I know I ain't perfect.

2010-11-09T15:08:00.005+08:00

I'm not happy right now.
I find no way to cheer myself up.I'm thinking the best measure to solve the problem,I'm trying to face the music,and not to perpetuate the problem by fucking it up.
HELL!I still have 3 more papers to do!I'm still having exam!I couldn't concentrate,I couldn't stop thinking about this stupid fucking problem.
Finger crossed.I bless myself,another window,soon will be opened.and I'll see rainbow.I'm not hypnotising myself,I believe!
Because,I pray so much.*if and only if a prayer could help*
for the first time,I felt like dumping my favourite HelloKitty clock.Its TIK TOK TIK TOK is stressing me out!Can you feel the super duper silent surrounding of my place now?!!

*You're forgiven.I'm still loving you,so much.
however,can I tell you "next time don't do it again?"ILU! *

I couldn't continue on my studies,I still have lots to go,I'm gonna sleep.
I don't care.When something BIGger comes,the other BIG one deserves nothing already.

I don't know why,I don't really welcome the end-year holidays with open arms right now.I don't think I'll be into that cheeerful mood.
The only thing that might make me happy is my dear sister is coming back from Aus on 11th and spend some time with me,and I'll be singing with Saw again.

2010-11-08T14:16:00.004+08:00

Any other things that worse than this?Fuck I wrote 20 over pages for History Paper,my hand's gonna break!Here come the worst thing--I slept for only 2 hours.I was so tired immediately after I handed in the paper!and I did not really feel like walking towards my car and driving it back to my home.I felt like taking a nap inside the car until the kind uncle wakes me up and asks me to F OFF.Macroeconomics paper tomorrow.Luckily I've read through the 3 chapters twice.
I do not have any appetite to eat anything,and I'm gonna sleep now.CIAO
I feel like doing plastic surgery on my nose,not NOOOOOW,sooner or later?
If and only if,nothing will be placed inside my nose to heighten it,and somebody genius invented a pil which my nose will go up high high NATURALLY like ang moh after I consumed it.
I don't want my nose suddenly drop off while I am kissing or even hugging with my boyfriend.
But I wonder,will it really drop off?I mean,those who went for rhinoplasty,how do they kiss?
I think they can kiss,but have to be wary of the nose loh!so bo siok lah.then after kissing they might go and redo it.what fooooooor?better don't kiss or just,DON'T DO IT.
make up could help you laah!better spend the money on clothings!
I think I've been talking too much.

cheeeerio,sleep.

2010-11-07T20:38:00.002+08:00

OliviaOng's music's switched on.But I never know,this feeling could be such lonely,especially when you're studying alone,in the room which is fulled of the atmosphere of loneliness.LONELY.
I never find studying is interesting,particularly when you've to burn the midnight oil while everyone is hitting the hay.Futhermore,fucking history paper tomorrow.
I'd try to do something,to make sure I won't fall asleep within these few 9 hours,yeah.
so,give me a cup of coffee please

took this in the Starbucks just now.I wasn't acting cute,and I wasn't making myself to look like a wicked-witch,my face looks like this because the moment I wanted to press the SNAP button (using webcam),somebody walking towards me at the mean time,and hell yeah,I didn't want to let her know I was taking a preety photo of myself but I've clicked the button.so it looks so fabulous like this.

Cheerio.

哭死

2010-11-05T22:52:00.004+08:00

妈呀希望假期赶快来！好多事情要做哟！

这个假期泡汤了，完全完全泡汤了！！爸爸原定要去台湾和巴厘岛的全部都取消！！恨死了，我恨死天灾，恨死恨死！全部地方都不安全，所以爸爸开玩笑说，去云顶可以了拉今年，爸，一点都不好笑好不好！
但是还好，有阿妹和ABBA 演唱会！爸爸不准2个都去，妈还要去甄妮的，我还想去AirSupply的，但由于AirSupply没有人想要去，我好像也不能去了，哭死。我要听can't live without you！！

买了本书--The Power of Body Language。自从看了读心神探后呢，本小姐对这东西非常有兴趣，觉得它必定能够协助我更看清你们是好人是坏人！娃哈哈哈！所以就买了！一口气读了快半本。但是心里还是很不舒服，因为还有考试进行中！*敲死*

虽然如此，内心的不舒服并没有推动我去读书

JOM MUSIC

2010-11-04T17:45:00.004+08:00

还记得，2010年10月31日那个傍晚6点钟，我们四个人停止了一切练习，我们正商量，到底要不要退出比赛.最不争气的，是我。我眼泪流了出来，因为我有阴影。中三的时候，我和另3位同学上台演唱Girlfriend，发生了些突发状况，唱完，台下一点声音也没有。大家都愣了。随后，听到有人破口大骂：“My God他们把girlfriend唱到酱难听！”
3年后的今天，我不想再上台siasui。我很爱面子的我跟你讲，我从来不喜欢做我没有把握会做好的事情。你可以说我懦弱，但我只是不想我人生有任何污点，我要求完美。
但是这次不一样。Nic打电话给我，要我帮忙。因为他主办的concert,原定要5队band比赛，但如今，不知道什么原因，2队临时退出比赛。让他们措手不及，一时间，他们不知道可以找谁。如果再找不到至少1个band入队，肯定会搞不下去。我和弟弟完全没办法拒绝他们。
但是，我们面临一个非常大的问题---去哪找band member?我们没有足够的队员，只有我和弟弟。于是，我们打电话，问朋友，问一大堆人，终于，有了些进展。但是，不负责任的人，个个都临时又放我们飞机，说真的完全没有多余时间练习。我能够了解，只剩下3、4天，我们怎么和练习几个星期几个月的人比？
我心情跌入谷底，我完全没办法想象，到时候会是什么结果。星期六就上台了，星期四，原定和我合唱的歌手，不能了。我当时真的急得快哭了出来。最后，我想起我的好朋友苏晨。其实一直很想找他，但是以前和她一起唱k的时候，我们的key完全不能match。因为她的很高，而我的很低，而且我怕他拒绝我，怕我们不能够合唱。但是我真的想不出别的办法了，于是打了电话过去。谢谢你，一口就答应了我。我还以为，你会想一想。谢谢你，让我松了一口气。
singer确定，玩乐器的呢？完全找不到！于是，我们又做了一个很惊人的决定---唱unplugged.
每一队都至少有5个人，一个singer，至少4个玩乐器，但是我们就只有2个玩乐器，2个singers。
临时要我小弟弟出场，他很棒，星期五才临时决定要他上台。

星期五，我们练了一整天，我们从新编排歌曲，试了又试。我和苏晨在改，从未有的默契和合拍！我们感到非常惊讶，因为我们2个的声音竟然可以合在一起！于是，唱了一整天。我从来没感觉如此疲倦。星期六早上醒来时，我已经完全没有声音了！
下午3点去彩排，我们感到非常羞耻。因为大家都没做足准备。在场的人都愣了，回家的路途中，每个人都保持沉默。显然，大家都不知道该如何是好。

回家，继续狂练。大家变得没有心，就好像世界快要末日一样。
最后，谢谢苏晨，在我有放弃的念头的时候，你抓住了我。谢谢你，你的力量很强！！

上台，很紧张。但是，很奇怪的，站在台上拿起麦克风的那一刻，我不紧张了。告诉自己，要做好。彩排时，负责人放echo，但是不知道为什么，真正上台的时候，我俩的mic完全没有echo。应该说是全部人的都没有echo。
我看到我的钢琴老师站在那里，看我演唱。不知道为什么，很感动。老师其实我很想念你，一年多后再次看见你，我真的有想哭的冲动。我不是你最好的学生，你或许不喜欢我，但是今天，我所懂的，都是你教会我的，谢谢你。
唱毕，许多人走向我们向我们道贺，许多莫名其妙的跑来和我们握手。谢谢你们给予的肯定，当时我觉得很难以置信，竟然有那么多人称赞我们，不再是像当年中三时的时候一样。很感动。
一天的练习，一次的上台，换来毕生的回忆。Nic，我反倒要谢谢你了。

谢谢Jackie谢谢Andy谢谢苏晨。永远爱你们
还有谢谢爸妈的支持，爸爸很可爱，拉了所有亲戚到场支持。大家都出现了，很感动！
咱们band的名字--Never Too Late，取得一点都没错。

capati

2010-10-27T00:16:00.003+08:00

Penang class party with ex-classmates was just preety awesome,especially the part when I went to meet Winnie at GurneyPlaza.Miss her.Glad to know that she's fine over there.LOVE.
We went Snail Bistro for Heineken after batu feringghi.Well I don't like it.It tastes really sucks,red wine is much more much more better than beer,I bet,you'd love red wine too.
Skimmed through the photos I've taken the next day.Realised that I only have 2 photos of mine.I always help others to take photos,but I'm always the one who's being left out,so the photo above is one of the TWOOO.

Don't remind me of the coming final exam on this thursday.I don't think I prepare this time,and I'm going to give it up.I've so much to do,Nic's call is driving me crazy.Brother and I planned and called many for those who may help but None of them could.Thus,after sometimes,eventually..something pops out..
I think we make a really CRAZY decision,we're not going to perform band,but just an acoustic guitar with a singer.I don't know what will be wound up,but we're quite worried of it.Nic I think this time we really sacrify for you,this is all we could do to help you.I never do anything which I think I cannot do,because once I've decided to take up the gauntlet I'll fight for the best.but this time..?we left only 3 days for 2 songs.and I have to squeeze more time on my studies.you may say I don't know how to manage my time,but I just don't like making myself too busy,always like that.I wanna feel relax while I'm doing everything but not rush here and there.

L,take it easy.There're still a lot more friends around you.Never feel uneasy,if your friends are understanding,they'll know your situation and you're actually have no wrong to get back what she's borrowed from you.whatever happens,I'm still here with you.LOVE.

It's not easy at all to get a really true friend.in fact we don't hope for many,just one.somehow,even a single ONE we also find no way to make.
so if you've found one,yeah,you're lucky enough.

found myself lazy to update my blog frequently.I'd prefer to lay on the bed and watch drama before I sleep.I need voice or people with me when I sleep or I can't.silly,I also don't know why.since I have nobody with me,so drama always sleeps together with me.great.

BYE.
BoyIMU !

蜕变

2010-10-24T00:08:00.003+08:00

不想再这样继续下去蜕变需要坚持和勇气当别人都在蜕变自己就在原地踏步甚至越来越糟你白痴吗不喜欢这样的感觉你就应该让它消失你最好给我记住今天你这种感觉下次我要看到不一样的自己
记住坚持

HappyBirthday S and Y

2010-10-11T20:03:00.004+08:00

SURPRISE!

HappyBirthday to my best friends Saw Chin and Michelle Yap!I love yall!
it's birthday song and L.O.V.E to show my BIG love for you!wihee.
I used 3 hours to record this,eventhough it's just 1 minute over,but I just don't know how come I need hours to find the best cover for myself to sing..;(
and the video above,I recorded it after I've been singing for 2 hours non-stop.so I'm sorry for my bad voice condition to make you think of LUO LAN if it is(Saw you know what I'm saying LOL!)
Actually I wanted to put yall photos inside,I've LOTS!but I don't have the movie editor,I'm so sorry and finally I decided to do this.I hope you will like it.Love always.

P/S:I don't sing really well,please bear with it.*laugh out loud*

185

2010-10-04T22:15:00.002+08:00

I'm addicted to 泡沫之夏recently.I just find no way to stop myself from watching it until I fall asleep everynights.Yeah lah it's not new drama,last time I wasn't interested in it because of the 3 main characters.ahah.But now,thumbs up for this drama.The only reason---Barbie(夏沫)'s characteristic is really same like mineee.Oh Gosh I found 2 characters which while I'm watching it I will like "OH-MY-GOSH it's sooooooo meeeeeeee!!".
1 is 女人最痛's Jackie.yeah.I'm quite similar to her in the way she wants to be a successful woman,but of course,not the unscrupulous(I think it is) style of betraying her boyfriend and friends as well.I AM NOT that kind of person okaaaay.LOL.I think she's imbecile at the end to choose not to say :"我已经后悔，当初选择背叛了你，可不可以，从此以后，就永远留在我身边？" and try to cry in front of Nick at the airport when she found him.STUPID!
IF I were you I'd do this!I think Jackie is a Leo,not like me,I'm Pisces.>O so this is the reason why she chooses her career but not Nick.what-a-waste.

2 is 泡沫之夏's 尹夏沫.Her attitude's almost 100% match to mine!one thing,I don't mean her look,but her characteristics!She looks preety in this drama,and somehow I just quite envy with her hair.I love her hair oh my Gosh.She could be nice to her close friends,always show cool face whatever happens(although she's really nervous and scared of it,LOL),seldom smile,and not really friendly to males,she could say something that really hurts if she doesn't like something someone and anything.
Okay lar I know being like this doesn't seem to be polite and suitable in some situations.But I just find it difficult to change it,because I'm born to be like this---I'm like this since I was small.This seems to be my hallmark.Everyone will think of me when they come across something which is really cool.and one more thing,I'm born with a super cool face.yeah,I'm quite proud of this sometimes,because no one would ever dare to touch and even bully me.bahahaha.

I admit,I used to be childlish,really bad-tempered when I was young(about 12-17).As time flies,I find myself have improved a lot,like very very seriously,LOL.I'd like to apologise for those,who I really treated you as a punching bag before,I'm so sorry,I feel bad even year after years have gone by.SORRY.I should've controlled myself well,and I promise,I will not be like this anymore.ahah!I'm not kidding,trust me please or I'll kick you *laugh out loud*
however,I'm so sorry to say that I don't really like to smile.IDK why,don't ask me.I just don't feel like smiling.but you'd be definitely wrong if you say I'm not happy because I don't like to smile.hell yeah,I feel happy!and I'd laugh out really loud if I'm extremely happy but not smile loH!some friends in my class love asking me why I seldom smile and I'm really sick of answering them.but they're not wrong,maybe they're not get used to my style YET.ahahaha!

okay lar,that's all I'd like to record today.Blogger seems to be my one of the way to share everything and mark down everything that it's worth for me to memorise and skim them through one day when I'm older.ahah.WHY?Because I'm lazy to write diary.
and talk about the diary.I saw a hello kitty diary at KINOKUNIYA which costs about 60++bucks(it's quite expensive because its size is smaller than a pocket book)!!I "snatched" it really fast when I first saw it but then I put it back to its own place because suddenly someone told me it'd be left behind and I won't be writing anything on it.and yeah,now I'm regret.I should've bought it.F.

Goodbye.off to watch 泡沫之夏♥♥

Ponyo on the cliff by the sea

2010-10-03T01:28:00.003+08:00

最近看了一部超级好看超级可爱的影片那就是Ponyo On The Cliff By The Sea 是宫崎骏的作品虽然这已经是一部旧片但是我现在才接触这影片但有一次逛时就发现这封面很吸引我所以就买了下来

看！就像一只只的金鱼超可爱的她躲在水母里面！
这是救了goldfish的小男孩Sosuke和他妈妈Lisa 他妈妈很青春 Sosuke太可爱了
这是Ponyo的妈妈很美耶！
这是变成人类的goldfish 超级可爱她喜欢跑来跑去跳来跳去她让我想要有妹妹呢

这是trailer

这是original Japanese version的ponyo歌

这个呢是English version

这个嘛就是我和Meshell的version 已经是很久很久的video了

这整部戏都超级可爱你会因为ponyo的可爱而一直在笑
宫崎骏好塞雷

2010-10-01T23:29:00.004+08:00

好恶心的浏海算了吧星期四又去槟城了就陪男人去绑牙然后顺便和明丽一起去queensbay血拼最开心的当然是吃的时候吃拉面瞧啊这女孩很认真地看menu

这男人也是

好可爱啊好像松鼠

男人和女人

除了这顶帽子我还想要买detective帽子但是还找不到

很好吃吗由于她生病所以叫了碗清汤的但是略咸了一些

这是我和男人一起share的超大碗麻辣level 3 一点挑战都没有

哈驾车回家好累下大雨几乎看不到路

今天和ex-mates们出去就当作庆祝明丽的生日提前庆祝吧因为她很快就要回KL了对不起了今晚有点怪就突然地不想讲话我知道很不像原本的我我promise下次不会了

朋友不可以计较那么多
才发现对于朋友做的一些自己不喜欢的事情不需要忍耐更不需要不爽
只要体谅谅解一笑置之或心胸宽阔
就会很开心就会是好朋友
我爱你们真的

KLCC

2010-09-26T22:19:00.004+08:00

星期六去了吉隆坡和我的死党叶明丽一起巴士司机很牛竟然比原定时间还迟些到达气死大家没关系无伤大雅哈哈还是有非常足够的时间让我逛逛去了KLCC 那里有我爱的所有店唯独FOREVER21没有 *为啥米*
看这就是我的死党啦隆重介绍叶明丽小姐 18岁单身
午餐就去SUSHI KING吃啦非常怀念还记得那时候和怡静一起去那里同样的地方同样的食物但有着不同的心情
以上是我的最爱我吃了4盘这个鬼东西
死性不改总喜欢把相机拿的好高好高

和我最爱的白色巧克力超级奶味

我穿她的鞋她穿我的

超酷的这张 *恶*

这张的头发我喜欢至于旁边那个她喜欢关眼睛睡在我的肩膀变态

这是我的战利品看那个小女孩的eco bag我超级喜欢买满60就会给这个了可爱吧

我是MAC的超级粉丝我用的化妆品都是它家的原本就想要买整组Basic Brushes 但是才4支就要我435 超"屌"的那时候想说这在槟城也买得到就先把钱留着下次再买咯应该买些槟城买不到的东西结果超庆幸自己的决定
买了件衣服给爸爸超赞的妈咪呢就买了对耳环弟弟嘛没有东西给他们因为那天他去旅行竟然只买一张万马奔腾的图画回来而且还是小张的 A4 size都不到的那种超级无聊但是非常爆笑哦对还有一把不知道什么毛做的扇子

不要怪我一直在巴士上睡觉因为我会晕所以唯一不晕的方法就是睡觉哈但没想到叶明丽小姐还能对着睡觉的我一直喋喋不休不能停坐我旁边的男孩穿什么袜子她也能拿来当话题
还有超级讨厌坐巴士痛苦回忆

好啦担心也没有用放松心情就好星期五再担心也不迟

中秋节快乐

2010-09-23T22:04:00.008+08:00

太久没update我的blog了好多事情值得记录的还没记录假期刚过开学一星期过去了说真的我真的觉得学校好闷唯一的娱乐就是和舒涵鸡同鸭讲的讲广东话上星期去了槟城在堂姐家住那里的天气很棒或许是她家在半山的关系全天都有微风所以即使早睡晚醒还是很想闭上眼睛休息第一天堂姐带我去了她家附近的树林走一走那里很棒是全新的体验绿油油很舒服我有一位非常可爱的侄儿？大概是侄儿吧他很聪明自叹不如看超级可爱吧
中秋节到了原以为会呆在家没想到过后能够去我很好朋友Meshell家和一群小孩子过中秋太棒了小孩子永远是很棒的玩伴下了很大很大的雨
心情随着一根一根蜡烛被点燃而有所改变和一班小孩子玩总是最幸福中秋节快乐
大家很努力地玩蜡烛我很努力地拍照这总是我的工作我觉得我的相机这次拍得很不错 hehe

去年就买的鞋子穿了不久就被我冷冻到现在今天把它解冻了看我和meshell都是crocs的粉丝
我的男人

亲爱的meshell总喜欢把相机拿的好高好高和他拍照就像要看101大楼一样干脆不看

我可爱的弟弟他说好久没过中秋节了的确
她总是做非常无厘头的事情

最后中秋节快乐星期6要去吉隆坡干什么逛街啊我最爱的活动
*有时候所谓的大人比我们所谓的小孩子还幼稚不喜欢你们当然不是在说我亲爱的爸妈他们可棒得很所以说年龄只不过是个数目字*

不知道为什么突然想起已经摆放在我家酒吧台很久的johnnie walker whiskey 心血来潮就去youtube搜寻有关影片看到这个我不知道为什么就喜欢把它当歌来听很妙很喜欢是johnnie walker的真实故事述说非常欣赏这个演员

谁要和我一起饮酒聊一聊

HappyBirthday

2010-09-11T22:10:00.010+08:00

09092010.It's your birthday,boy.I'm so sorry,I wanted to go Victoria Station with you at first but something ruins my plan.promise,next time we'll go for it.
so we went to our old place which is much more nearer--US Charbroil Steak House.eventhough the food didnt taste really good,at least we had a very good time over there;)

This is escargot.it's 法国蜗牛

Boy's Carpetbag Steak

My Rib Eye Steak

Both of us had Hot Choco as our drinks.yeah,we love hot choco,especially me!
on the way to Secret Recipe.

actually we should've gone home.But I don't think it's a good idea not to sing Birthday song and not even a slice of cake for birthday.so even both of us were fulled,I still wanted to go SR for at least a slice of cake.I wanted to buy whole cake but he stopped me for buying it because nobody will eat it=.=

We can't even finish this.yeah.
I sang birthday song for him,and look at him!He's making wish.wishie wishie.hmm..wondering what wishes you made?does it include me?niam niam niaaaam;P
I didn't plan much for his birthday this year.However,we enjoyed a very simple celebration like this. love You.

Michael Buble

2010-09-09T02:12:00.003+08:00

it's 0212 now.
I'm listening to Michael Buble's songs.This is the reason why I haven't hit the hay yet till now late in the midnight.Actually I wasn't in the mood to share his videos up to my blog but I just can't find any reason to be lazy to share all of them over here!they're just amazing,I mean the singer Michael Buble.He's a jazz singer,and no doubt,he really has his own style in his singing.love him.
Feeling Good

Lost

Save The Last Dance For Me

Everything
how sweet if your lover sings this for you.

Sway
For me it's better than the Rosemary Clooney and Pussycat Dolls' version.

Hollywood.
his new released song

hope you'll enjoy it.
I guess his songs will be my next band jamming song.too sweet of him!

20100906

2010-09-07T19:57:00.002+08:00

wee.went to Queensbay with Lucasy,Eshayne and ChongYing.we arrived at Queensbay at around 10.45am and we finished our shopping spree very early at about 1pm!It's quite unbelievable,of course lah!I just went to few particular boutiques!LOL.
so we decided to drive to Pacific to eat 麻辣板面.yeah!My super favourite!it tastes really good!!
if you'd like to taste it,rmb it's located behind Pacific.It's outside of Pacific.in fact it's a food court in Pacific.
This photo taken in Forever 21!Eshayne said she'd never done something "siahsui" like this before.LOL!but this photo looks preety right?;D She's sooo sweet!
She cried,cos it's too spicy!hahahaa.no lah,IDK why her eyes look like this.

sleepover at my house!!so when a cool girl meets a silly girl,it'd be ended up like this...

2010-09-06T23:39:00.004+08:00

went to OldTown with my old buddies Jane and Masrum.We had a very great time!

WTH I ordered 菠萝包and you give me ham one.

my mouth is oh-my-God big.
we took lots of photos.not theirs,but mine.I copied their styles.

Perhaps this is the coolest!bahahaha!;D
and we miss Mingli a lot.Masrum said she's unwilling to keep your photo in her wallet but you forced her to keep it.haha!so let's see what's your sweet photo ends like...

oh my God it's so pity!ahah!ok lah,just have some fun.
This is a video of us.

04092010

2010-09-05T13:27:00.005+08:00

Went to Kawazu Japanese Restaurant with my boy and his family.glad to meet his brother and his girlfriend as well,nice to meet yall again.I've been nervous for all day,and afraid too.because I'm a failed socializer,I don't know how to socialize well with strangers.I scared the atmosphere will be like too awkward.I seemed to be quite shy and awful.but it's a great one.experienced LeeZhen's cuteness,I guess her characteristics are a far cry from mine.she's too cute and I'm too cool.okay,everyone's different,this is all I can say.haha!
Got a call from my secondary mates,asking me to hang out with them at 9pm.This is the most exciting part.I've not seen them for ages!miss them so much!

My hair doesnt rock today;(

I'm a BIGBIG girl.

see How I pulled her hair.LOL

too bad.did not have a chance to take photo with the rocker Phoebe,she's replacing me,because I happened to be a rock style chick but now I guess I'm not anymore.ahah!She's sooo Oh-My-God Rocker.
Girls*clapping hands* Remember our date on Thursday !see yall!

I remember I bought Christina Aguilera's album last year.but it has been kept inside my car's drawer for IDK how many months after I heard it once.Can you spot it?below the Greenday's and EasonChan's album.yellow and red one.
p/s:I miss Mingli so much!

I accidentally clicked into Christina Aguilera's songs on Youtube yesterday and I found all her MVs are absolutely awesome.It's SO-OH-MY-GOD my cup of tea.the storylines of her MVs especially "HURT" is great.love it,and I'm going to dig the CD out and listen in my car again.I really enjoy listening to music while I am driving,this is why I love driving.

The Voice Within,another great song by her.nice lyrics too.

Ain't No Other Man.
see the comments below."Sexy in a non-slutty way"yeah,thumbs up.

What A Girl Wants.She's loving in this video!

Lady Marmalade.another hot song.I love this and I listened to it for hundred time per day last year.

Hurt.I love this video the most.
so how's her live?

Spectacular!

I'd like to share the lyrics over here for this song.It makes me think of my daddy and mommy.This song has the deepest feeling that can easily touch your heart and think of anyone who's proud of you and love you.

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you

it's great.never neglect your daddy and mommy,when you're successful one day in the future.

Hand that rocks the cradle rules the world

2010-09-03T10:39:00.004+08:00

Women roles in the society.this is a hot topic,school teacher and tuition teacher gave us this topic as exercises.
Guess what points did my classmates give?
1.buat kuih
2.pandu lorry( just because teacher said women can be engineers too,they asked why don't they go and drive lorry like men do )
3.jaga suami
4.menambah penduduk dalam negara (FFFF UUUUU)
5.lahir anak

see,this is what they're thinking.
however,I'm PROUD to be a woman.why?
1.We can wear skirts,especially long skirts.For me,this is the most amazing part.LOL
2.We can give birth.I know some of you might think I'm crazy,this is the most painful and unwanted one,but it's true.
3.Ladies always First.
4.People think we're great when we achieve/contribute something,even just a little one.Because we're girls.
5.We have lots of excuses to buy tonnes of clothes,shoes,bags and even branded stuffs.
6.When we grow up we can choose either to stay at home or work outside.Nobody will think we're useless.
7.We have better faculty of memory than guys.
8.We are more attentive.
9.We can have short/long hair without being criticized we are AhGua.
10.We have more choices for perfumes!LOL!eventhou there're lots of perfumes for guys too,but the smell is always almost the same.

There're still a lot more.I don't like when people say they don't want to be a woman because they have menstrual period.This is insane.how many days do you have for your menstrual period?I count it as 7 days,7 x 12months=84 days.come'on,not even half a year.bcause of this you don't want to be a woman?hmmm.

You have heard guys rap,have you heard girls rap before?This is the one.This proves that girls can do what guys can too.

something I got yesterday

Hand That Rocks The Cradle,RULES The World.
cheer for girls

万顺小贩中心

2010-09-01T22:55:00.002+08:00

你喜欢吃鱼吗如果你喜欢那我相信你不会想要放过这一家煮的超级好吃的鱼
不要看他的招牌是粥不想吃粥可以叫饭
这一家店就在 SP Billion超级市场的楼下没错就是那里以前是一家pub的地方
我爸喜欢吃中餐所以每次妈放假没煮的时候就会出去吃搜寻好食物
太讲究吃了所以我的身材不是盖的但民以食为天(转载自leezhen语录) 没关系

虽然地方不是很令人开胃但是煮的东西绝对是可以令你食指大动
这是什么鱼我不知道我只知道它福建话叫做LEH HU(鱼) 清蒸leh hu 告诉你这绝对是必点绝对绝对太新鲜太棒了

这是田鸡鸡精这也是一级棒和外面不同的是它有点辣的味道为什么呢因为他放很多小辣椒在里面嘻所以很辣咯
那里有很多档口而这加哩鱼头是他对面那档的恩不和我胃口你知道啦

这道是鳗鱼辣的我说不出那种好吃的味道自己去品尝？这让我想起我在新加坡时吃的鳗鱼粥太棒了
很滑的粥 *yumyum*

小白菜没见过那么大棵的老板忘了切吗？

就是这里啦不妨去吃吃看价格嘛太便宜啦便宜到你脱裤就只是RM79 全鱼套餐不错吧
对了别叫他的泰国食物(另外一档的) 我叫KALABU海鲜竟然要我19元太太太太夸张了 4只小虾和几片sotong 老板你人也太吝啬了吧下次不要这样了很伤人的

哈哈

2010-08-31T00:33:00.003+08:00

一张超级曝光的照片哈哈没关系搞着神秘从这张照片就可以非常明显地看到我那头昔日乌黑亮丽动人的头发已不复再悲哀啊听说Liese泡泡染发剂很好用但不晓得在这种小地方这个伟大的产品几时才会来头发啊头发再等等吧我又要来折磨你了我花太多钱在你身上
昨晚和我那不见许久的前男友去聚会朋友阿三年不见你都没改变而一直在改变的是我我这改变也不知是好是坏还是得谢谢你对我的包容和宽恕你依然很可爱问我你有变帅吗我当然必须说有因为我不想你晚上睡不着哈哈没啦真的有拉
这支他妈的酒真的有够他妈的难喝你你你你你你让我心不甘情不愿地给了十五元你实在是支兔崽子你还可不是盖的甜你到底是酒吗

我说你侧面头发好看你就问我前面不好看咩我说是的你就给我这种姿势让我拍下来实在有些后悔我说你侧面好看

我脚好酸要睡了某某人最好不要嫌我华文变差我已经太久没写作文没上华文课好多词都忘了
我不想做香蕉人我是华人虽然华文不好
对了我的笔名夏旋旋是我的名字佳旋夏呢是因为我的个性很像夏天夏天看似“酷”热其实夏天是很热情的气候只要在夏天的时候去海边玩一玩让海浪冲一下就会变得很舒服清爽（怎么这形容词怪怪的，想不到别的）所以就是夏旋不是夏流谢谢

Tragedy happened to the HongKongers.

2010-08-26T23:05:00.006+08:00

I can't stop thinking about this incident after watching this video which was posted by a friend in facebook.I'm so angry,soooo angry,sooooooo angry,SOOOOOOOOOOOO ANGRY.
I don't understand how come such stupid stuff could happen.I used nearly 2.5 hours,to go on youtube and watched every news and discussions about this.
I am not a part of HongKongers.but I can feel what they feel.Tears are rolling in my eyes when I saw Mrs.Leung(梁太)who was suffered from the death of satisfied and caring husband and also her 2 innocent daughters.She could not even stand when she got rescued out from the bus.She could not stop blaming why the police did not want to pay the hijacker the amount of money he requested and she even said that it's really difficult to believe this thing could be happened in real life.
Absurd.Philippines' police had proved how stupid they were from this accident.
from the informations I got,I don't understand WHY:

1.Police did not even try to negotiate with the hijacker.
2.They said overtly they wanted to arrest him for what he has done to the tourists
3.They smashed the window without peeking there's people inside or not.
4.They simply shot because the rescued bus driver claimed that there's no alives in the bus??
5.They used the rope to open the front door of the bus.
6.Their hands could not even hold a hammer properly until it's slipped into the bus through the door.
7.They don't have eyes to aim the tear bombs into the bus.WTF.
8.They made the hijacker got angry purposely?
9.The hijacker did not want to hurt anyone at first,he's still chit-chating with the tourists in the bus,and why did he shoot them all of sudden?He should be not willing to do this!You know why right..
10.They did not even fulfil the requests of the hijacker.
11.Where were they be trained as a police?
12.Do they have any functioning nerves in their brains?
13."Philippine Interior Secretary Jessie Robredo, who is in charge of the national police, acknowledged Tuesday there were problems with how the crisis was handled.

"Had we been better prepared, better equipped, better trained, maybe the response would have been quicker despite the difficulty," Robredo said.

He added, "All the inadequacies happened at the same time.""

now only you realise this??why you're not solving it?
14.""We think the Philippine government used the wrong strategy. We think the operation failed," pro-Beijing legislator Lau Kong-wah told reporters."
well,this does not make sense,at all.Due to the failed operation,uhm..12345678910,10 people dead?

look at their eyes.helpless,aspired for help's expressions.you would never have any single chance to see this expressions neither in TV or in real life.

Hat's off for the tour guide,Masa Tse.Rest in Peace,You're the best tourist guide,ever.
Ken Leung,who protected his wife from being shot.You're the best husband.
and also for those who had found dead,Rest In Peace.You're always an angel of your family.

last but not least, WOOO Jacky Chan!!and also the President and police of Philippine.Shit You.
newspaper reported that there's always kidnapping and this kind of case happened in Philippines,what's wrong with you?I still remember I fall in love with their mango(LOL I don't know what does it is called as)!!now no more,NO MORE!!!
luckily when my daddy went to Manila a couple of weeks ago did not have any bad things happened.
CAUTIONS:don't ever go to Philippines!!

I am PHAT.

2010-08-23T19:42:00.005+08:00

My Special boyfriend's aunty(his relatives),asked my SBF why he wants me,because I am soooo fat.I tell you,I AM PHAT--Preety,Hot and Tasty.so what?come and box me.weeee.I won't be crying cos of what you've said anymore.peaceee!!

It's fate

2010-08-22T20:57:00.003+08:00

It's fate.
What to do?I have no choice too.in fact,I had,too much.But the choices given,none of them is my dream.NONE.My parents didn't give me what I really want.I feel bad to say this.sorry.
something is manning through my mind over and over these days.I couldn't forget about it.
Silence makes me think more.
I used to tell others,I really wish to go abroad to study one day.to any western countries.I love their culture.IDK why.
I still remember vividly.I felt extremely happy when I had graduated and finished my SPM,because I knew,this is the time I want to accomplish my dream.
I didn't sleep,for many nights.just to get as much information as I could,to show it to my daddy.I wanted to tell him,how much I wish,how much I want,to study abroad.
He listened,he did.but,he didn't give any positive response to me.
Can you imagine,I couldn't sleep really well for those 3 months,not because I scared of my SPM results,but when I closed up my eyes,and thought of my dream my future,my heart pumped very fast.and jumped down from my bed immediately.Dilemma.I will go to downstairs,take out my laptop,and start searching for information,for whole night until the next morning.
I checked all the fees,approximate living cost per month,how much to pay per semester,which college,to check it's well-known or not,to check I'm qualified or not and so on.I even checked on google,where's the school,and where can I live,and checked for the rental.
I wrote them on pieces of papers,I also went to many education centres,to get their suggestions.
I did such much homework.Just because I didn't want to stay in Malaysia,and didn't want to go to Singapore too.my parents never want to let me go too far away from them.They told me,the furthest they will let me go is Singapore.
we had fights for endless times just because of this problem.
I said:"I DON'T WANT TO GO SINGAPORE!My dream is not Singapore!"
and my tears started dropping,like a baby child,yelled and cried for milk,but no milk for her.
imagine when your dream has broken,what do you feel.yeah,this is what I felt that time.
actually,it's not the matter of what I wanted to study,is where I wanted to go.
My dream is just to study abroad,no matter what course I am taking.

it's not your fault,I know.you love me,you are not willing to let me go.You think it's not the right time yet,I understand.I understand everything you are thinking!I understand!I'm not trying to blame anyone,especially my lovely parents.Because I understand what they were thinking that time.
perhaps,the problem is at my side.I could not learn to be independant yet,I do not even know how to cook rice.I lived like a princess in the past 17 years.this can be seen when I went to KL to study in April.
I used to tell my BabyBoy,I said:"other's parents let her go to study oversea,just because of the money problem.my family is able to afford me to study abroad,but the problem is my parents do not allow me to!How funny it is!!"I felt like shouting!
I hate Facebook!!I hate you.because FB always makes me remember of something that I don't want even to think of it!when I saw some friends' status about they are going abroad to study,I feel sooo upset.
however,I'm just 18.I still have chance,even I'm still here,studying form 6.but my dream doesnt stop here.I believe.
and my babyboy said that he wants to sponsor me to study abroad,together with me,one day when both of us are able to.how sweet he is,thank you.I know,you're trying to console me;*

released.eventhough my dream has broken,for TEMPORALY(I believe that),I still have my beloved family over here with me,especially my parents.
I wont forget the time when my parents sent me to KL to study,and the time when they left.all of us cried.it's like a movie.we were actually laughing when we walked down the condo and towards the car.all of sudden my mom's tears dropping.silence.and my dad too.of course,me too.I hugged my mom,and looked at my daddy,with much of feelings inside,waved my hand,and walked towards the lift.I did not dare to look at them,but I did.I spied them,upstairs,and cried as softly as I could.
my daddy loves me much,as my mom does too.sometimes my mom gets jealous too;P
my daddy never says any NO for my any requests,except for this,for my dream.but never mind,no matter where I am,as long as I have them beside me,everything will be ok.

one of my friends told me that it's so fun to stay with friends without parents beside.I could not understand her.because my world would be sooo dull without parents beside me,no matter how many good friends I have,I just want my parents.they are the greatest gift of GOD to me.thank you.I know,as I am to them too;D

still,I believe,one day,my dream can be achieved.
HAAAAAAAAAAR!!so much released after typing it out.

Moon Festival

2010-08-20T11:49:00.006+08:00

The price of mooncakes has been raised for 17% if I'm not mistaken.OMG.we have very costly mooncakes this year.so appreciate it.
I love to eat mooncakes.IDK why,except for those sweeeet oneD;
My dad bought mooncakes when he's back from Genting.I love the design!How come the designs can be such lovely,of course not only this one,but also for other brands too,like 喜月堂?

see!this is lovely!!the colour is attracting meeeeeee *loveeee*

Believe it or not.I didn't celebrate MoonFestival for almost 8 years.that's from the day I moved to my current house.I miss my old house,I had very nice neighbours,very nice childhood friends to play mamasak with me every evenings,and even have them to play lanterns and candles with me during Moon Festival.I forgot the feelings when I ran from house to house just to play with them.I don't have really friendly neighbours here around my current house.They're so boring*shhhh*

what about this year???

Guruji

2010-08-20T11:17:00.003+08:00

Went to GURUJI's talks!it's awesome,he's cute,and looks happy.look at the crowds.craaaaazy.
we were in the VIP seats<3
camswhoring.we were tired,but it's a fruitful experience,and relaxed.nicee

Thanks Guruji.

Ices Mango date

2010-08-14T13:13:00.004+08:00

My mom brought us to Ices Mango Cafe yesterday evening.it's launched by her friend,and it's mainly desserts.it's located in Petani Jaya,next to yoshiya japanese restaurant.
The food is nice,especially the laksa,blueberry cake and 焦糖布丁**loveeee**

**The photos below grabbed from its page in Facebook**

All the fruits are imported and unique.yeah,it's not available in elsewhere in SP.
MyMom's friend said he tested hundreds times for every desserts.especially this,this is something like fruit ice volcano,they will put FIRE to make it burn.HOW ?*curious*
yeah this one!my top ranked dessert,焦糖布丁!!I'm not sure if it tastes good for u,I like this because it's very MILKY,haha,and not too sweeeet.don't taste it if you don't like milk,cos you might not like it.
Blueberry cake!my 2nd top ranked dessert!taste preety good especially you eat together with the choco!

yeah,I'm gonna eat again soon.can't forget the 焦糖布丁;D

yeah,I'm gonna get ready for tonight's date!I'm coming!!*excited*

and this is a video starring by me,Andy and Jackie after eating.LOL.
see how they fight.FIGHTING!!

LML

2010-08-13T10:13:00.007+08:00

found this in The Sense's official page in FB.I need to keep fit.haha.and plastic surgery on my nose *laugh out loud*

my hair looks like shit.I really think of cutting it short.I mean,medium length.still thinking of it.

I've no special events recently and I don't have any inspirations what to blog about.Actually I wanna share a book that I have read recently to you.but I'm lazieeeee.D;

FML.I have to learn how to love my life,which is boring and nothing special at all.
yeah,come'on,study group.can't waaaaait.

Sri Sri Ravi Shankar

2010-08-09T20:38:00.006+08:00

I really look forward for the coming Saturday!yeah,I'm going to spend the evening with SriSriRaviShankar.I'm interested in this kind of things recently,because it really makes my day warmer and happier.to have a healthy Heart and Soul are always crucial in our lives<3<3 style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Thanks to GuangHwa newspaper,cos I got this information from it.
Thanks to my cousin,LanJieJie for counselling me these days.
Thanks to LamAuntie for teaching me how to communicate and make my life better.
Thanks to Daddy who always give me support,loving
Thanks to Mommy who makes me feel warmer at home,always.
I feel extremely good these 2 days(hope it will keep going;D).
I learn how to love others,even those I hate,I'm trying to love them,and to help them.
yeah,we are one tribe,regardless skin colour,social status and on,we just have to be more caring.

FYI,the excellent night with SriSri Ravi Shankar is on the coming Saturday(14/8/10),7.00pm to 9.30pm,at Penang International Sports Arena,near Bukit Jambul.
RM10 for each tickets,and RM50 for VIP seats.
all the tickets money that you've paid is for donation.
approximately 13,000 people are going!craaazieee
for more information,please click here

chinese version<3>

english version<3
**Click on the photos for enlargement.**

Blog something about my friends!I meet lots of new friends this month.August is a good month<3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_-XjCojZmziA/TF_4L27-kRI/AAAAAAAABFc/XpEvrhSBCow/s1600/P1000801.JPG">this is the view of Autumn Cafe,well,not a bad place,but I don't like everything.especially the service.I always emphasize on the service given,if I'm not happy with the service,sorry,I'm not only walking out,but I will curse them in front of them.(soo bad).
haha.I AM SOO BAD.but what to do?I want to spend money happily.

I gathered with some Malay friends at KFC on Friday.IDK why they love KFC.haha!
let's meet somebody who will never appear in my photo album,TanShuHan.She never wants to take photo with me,although we are friends for more than 6 years.grrrrrrr

and band practice on Saturday with my brothers!
I will be having sore throat every Saturday,becos I sing non-stop for 2 hours.==

hmm!!!Saturday!waiting for you!<3<3

soul games

2010-08-07T00:50:00.003+08:00

I woke up very early today,8.45am.yeah,normally I won't wake up such early on Friday.haha!
jz as soon as I opened my eyes,my sweet sister from Aus called me.She sounds worried(I'm so sorry),she saw my previous post,she asked whether I am OK or not.
I'm touched,I mean I feel sour,not the kind of bad sour lah,it's a good one.I didn't know what to say,because my mind was as empty as a bottle,nothing inside.haha!
thanks,I love you always.You make my day;)
in fact,I feel bad to my Mom.I know she's loads of things to worry,I don't wanna burden her.I guess she knows what I am facing right now,I don't tell her anything,as I said in the previous post,I really don't know how to express it.and I really dislike the feeling when I'm telling I feel like crying.I want my mom to live happier,and my daddy oso.I love them,more than I love myself,more than anyone else.
I feel sorry to my baby boy as well.he's trying his best to comfort me,but I had never told him anything.I always have this bad habit---I don't like to talk when I am unhappy.so I think he's quite angry with me sometimes,because this causes misunderstands.but thank God we are okay right now.I know you're always there for me,but this time,I know that no one could help me except myself.Love you.
Another person that I'd like to thank profusely is LanJieJie.
I don't know why,I'll always think of her whenever I've problems.She's just like my soul master.I love her place(in Penang),cos she's living in an apartment,it's high enough,and quiet.I always want to go over her place and stay for a couple of nights when I need refreshment.but I've NO TIME.She loves playing games with me when I have problems.and she'll try to counsel me by using a very unique way.She's like my battery.LOL.energised.
She came to my house purposely today to play games with me.the 1st game she played with me was something like Tarot Card,but it's not Tarot.It's trying to tell you what you're facing right now and it will drop a hint what you should do to make you feel relieved in a very indirectly way.
my result was:回家吧(still have veeeery looong passage,and this 3 words are the main point.).regardless mentally or physically.and another meaning of 回家吧 is to really facing myself ,I'm the only person could ask my heart to come back,come back.and my parents play a crucial role as well.
the 2nd game is something like this:

it looks like the monopoly.but it's NOT.it's a game which will let you spill out your troubles,worries,regrets and on.it helps to keep you and your close friends especially your family always connected to you,and to know what you're facing right now,what you're thinking and etc.it's a soul game.
(you may click on the photos to enlarge it and to see it vividly.)

this is the 2nd time I played this,still,it's like a new game for me,because,we always have different troubles and worries every days,every weeks,every months,every years.
it enables you to release something bad that you really care of,and force you indirectly to face your problem.it's just fantastic.
tomorrow,like what LilianToo said,smile before you sleep,to have a good day on the next day.I'm smiling now,and..
I'm too tired.hit the hay.byee

NO MORE

2010-08-06T00:04:00.004+08:00

I left school today at around 1.50pm.I took a really deep breath when I got into the car.I started the engine,switched to the soft music that's been saved in my pendrive(I'm not in the mood to listen to pop songs as usual).
I cried.I didn't know why.I was supposed to get home immediately,but I did not.I didn't feel like going back yet.so I drove straight without turning to left nor right.I drove,I listened,I thought,lots of things,popped out in my mind.I need to rest,I need to leave,I need to think.I need a place,a very quiet,peaceful place.I drove,until I almost reached Lembah Bujang.
I love driving.I enjoy thinking or listening to the music while I am driving.
but this time,I wasn't enjoying much.I felt tired after crying.it's like out of the blue.You know,crying inside the car while you are driving,is undoubtly awkward,especially when you're waiting for the traffic lights turn green,the uncle auntie beside you will just look at you,like watching tv.
yeah,I realised I'll really get lost if I continue driving without knowing the place very well ( I don't know at all),so I U-turned,drove back to my home.
it's almost 2.30 when I got home.I was exhausted.I ate very quickly,then laid on bed(it's not good to lay on bed right after eating),without thinking much,I fall asleep.I missed the MUET tuition class(I'm sorry TanShuHan),but it's worth.
I felt much more better.my mind was clearer,and I felt OK,really OKOKOK.

it's tiring when you have to pretend that you're happy when you're at school,or in a simple explaination,OUTSIDE.actually I didn't feel like talking,I need to think.I couldn't think.my mind wasn't clear,AT ALL,this is so serious until I couldn't even think on the stupid simple Eko questions(yeah you may not even have to think),I did lots of mistakes.everyone is looking down on me.I don't mind.I'm sure I'll be ok soon.I really want my mind to be cleared out of those stupid fucking rubbish.

I almost lose my own identity.You know sometimes getting too much of advice is a kind of dangerousity.I forget who am I.do you know who AM I?I don't know.I said,I may have psycho problem on facebook.some people're cheering me up while there's people who commented without knowing anythg too.I ignored it.
I really don't know how to tell people about this problem.it's too hard to say.I mean,no descriptions at all.or I just don't know how to express it.I can't relate well with people,because I don't know how to express myself.
I get confused.WHO AM I?
example::
some people told me:"You're cool in some ways becos this is your mask,that you don't want to be hurt by others." yeah,quite true.
some people told me:"why?being cool is urself!you're cool becos you're cool,this is the actual,not disguise or wat." hmm,true oso!
WHAT?!I'm lost.this is driving me crazy.
I guess you don't get what I mean.it's awwkaaay....

Form6 studies isn't easy,I've to cope in the new environment,I'm sorry to say it's not good at all,you always know,I used to rebel against the rules that I don't accept and I think it's absurd.but Thank God,nothing BIGBIG happens yet so far..
another thing,Friends.my classmates are good,they are nice enough,but I still miss my old buddies in Form 5.No one could replace them better than they did.sometimes,I'd rather be alone,cos I'm lazy to talk.
last,teachers.some of them are sucks,yeah,seriously,I'd prefer you to just sit down and shut your mouth up instead of talking all those rubbish,it doesn't make sense at all..TOO MUCH.

my life is miserable,is this word to harsh to be used in my case?
I nvr talk abt this to you,becos I don't know how to tell.it's true.something I just need to solve it myself,I guess this is a better way for me instead of getting too much advice until I don't know which is right and which is wrong.I'm so sorry.

YEAH.tomorrow will be a better day.I hope I won't get mad again,touch wood touch wood!!
no more crying,no more.everything should end,I want to vacuum my mind,to be cleanner.
and do my best on my studies,sleep well,eat heathily,eat vitamins,think rubbish less,think smart,do well,smile more,exercise more,eat less,and lastly,be happier;D

18 should be a cheerful age!

The Road Not Taken

2010-08-04T21:05:00.003+08:00

I passed these days with train of thoughts manning through my mind,it's complicated.
I'm standing in front of the junction,to turn left or right,I still have no idea.It's just like The Road Not Taken.I realise that things or principes that I used to held from day one started becoming not relevant anymore.I've grown up.I'm started stepping into the so-called civilized society.I want to pull up my legs,though the mud is glutinous,I've no strength to do so,or in other words,I shouldn't.
I'm a BigBig Girl in a BigBig world,the world's big,but I'm huge too.I'm glad that I managed to get pieces of advice and motivation from Mom&AuntieLam.They told me the reality of the world,it's not like the past time anymore.It's not the matter of SHOULD and WOULD anymore,but shall and will.The environment is changing,the people around me pass by and go through,from sticky to dehydrated,from old to strange,from new to close,from this to that...neither of this is making me happy of it,yet I just have to accept.
Appreciate.I really appreciate how the dry leaves have guided me to the road not taken.The leaves lead me to change myself,and to make up my mind,telling myself that it's time to change.

however,still wondering,which road is a better one.

I guess the topic above is just a bit serious.
a little bit more to mark down.I had fabulous time last few days with my bestie Masrum!

well,we went to tesco to buy Haagen Daaz and riceballs;D
feel good to have a friend like her,I feel comfort to do everything with her,and Eshayne too.
they're just lovely!;)

Eeling,my dearest sister,isn't being left out.I miss you the most in fact.I'm waiting for November,I'm waiting to buy the Blackberry phone case with you.
ComeBack !!T^T
I guess,I still loads of stuffs to post tomorrow.Cos I'm still,standing,without making any decisions yet.Dilemma.
I feel good when I write them out.Forgive me friends.

感恩

2010-08-03T21:35:00.003+08:00

才发现一句真诚的感谢可以让我多么感动看着你眼带泪光双手放在胸前的致谢我无法不承认我的心因为你而膨胀因为你我想哭了我默默回过头继续阅读我的Twilight 但我其实很想站起来走到外头去消化因为实在无法忍受那个可能发生在我身上我就会站不起来的遭遇和那种从来没有过的最真挚的感谢我后悔听你说把名字写上如果可以我希望以后会再你需要的时候有借口去协助你祝福你

感恩那些对我不好的不会欣赏我的人因为你们我会变得更好让我有推动力去增值我自己

TanShuHan

2010-07-31T22:08:00.002+08:00

I recorded this SPECIALLY for TanShuHan.

This is a very belated birthday wish.but but but but BUT,I recorded this right on ur birthday date!!happy birthday once again.LOVE u!!<3<3<3

Are you a social media addict?FACEBOOK.

2010-07-31T19:31:00.002+08:00

You're a FacebookER,but do you know how they all came out?
You do not need to check on google,yahoo and etc to check who're the founders of facebook.
You do not have to read about the biography,it's too outdated!
Now we have a movie about the FACEBOOK directed by David Fincher and starring by Jesse Eisenberg and Justin Timberlake.I'm looking forward for it!(weeeeee)
but,this movie is only slated for release on November,2010;(still have months to go.
The official trailer is below,check it out!This movie is attracting me.I love the background music deeeeeeeeeeeeep<3<3

I think it's cooool.so wait for November!!more movies to come!
You see,I missed Despicable Me and Toy Story 3,cos of No time,No time,No time.
whaaaaaat the F.

btw,who has twitter account??D:

blahblah

2010-07-29T22:47:00.002+08:00

I closed my blog for like uhm..one week plus.I was just too busy with my school stuffs,exam's just over.feel released.whatever the result it is,it's OVER.
I planned to go for "Despicable Me" tonight,yeah,finally I am going to watch it.
HELL,we just forgot today is THURSDAY,black thursday.No entertainment on Thursday.so we went off to Popular to read some books.we wanted to buy 3 books,and we just noticed we forgot to bring the popular card when we wanted to pay.my pleasure spoilt.WTF.
so see my face.in fact I like this photo much,dunno why,you may think I look too fierce or whatever,I just love this.haha!
my hair colour is so disgusting.I feel like going to dye my colour one more time!

(to be continued...)

MichellePhan vs David

2010-07-18T13:33:00.002+08:00

I really admire some people.they really have time to do crazy stuffs!haha.but this really entertains me a lot!Thank you David!
I watched MichellePhan's videos on youtube and I discovered something.
MichellePhan's make up is really impressing me but David's make up is awesome as well!;D
come'on let's check it out.

MichellePhan's version

David's version

ENJOY!;))

If we ever meet again

2010-07-17T20:57:00.003+08:00

my BabyBoy,If we ever meet again.I'll never be the same.
in fact,we aren't the same all the time.we are always changing,to make our lifestyle better and better.hey,come'on we learn this song,and do our own mv of it!=](crazy)
I love changing.I always change,that's why my baby boy never catch up what I'm thinkin of everytimes(hahahaa=D)
I love rock musics today,but I might change to RnB tomorrow,and country songs the day after tomorrow,soft music after that,this and that,never ends.
I adore japanese style this time,but I might want american style next time,rock style,sweet style etc....yeah,I'm quite sick of myself sometimes.
I'll always be changing,but not from a girl to a boy,yes.
everyday isn't the same for me.because sometimes I might want to change my own characteristics.kay I am still Fionn.but I might imagine myself as an American student,listening to songs like If We Ever Meet Again,California Gurls when I drive to school,with the coolest pose ever.something must be very wrong with me,but I just love acting and imagine.
WHY?because I am PISCES.pisces always do crazy things.
hey you SHUT UP.I am down to earth,I ain't mad okay?=]
okay,enjoy the song if you want to know more about KatyPerry with sexy red hot lips.yeahh

lyrics:

高大无脑

2010-07-16T00:14:00.003+08:00

I wonder how come there're ppl still like living in the early stone age.
OhGosh,I couldn't believe that.
I couldn't believe you're a JPA scholar with such attitude and such thinking.
what's wrong with you and your education?YEAH,there must be something very wrong,very wrong.
someone gets JPA scholarships,and he's going to TAYLOR for his foundation.okay,this is not the main point yeah.the main point is,he has a special girlfren over here!!in SP,in SIN MIN,studying FORM 6.
yeah,you must be asking me,WTH with him and his special gf?!
come'on,Let me tell u the story.

Oneday,a very young and kind boy was flicking thru the facebook in front of his PC,and he on his msn at the mean time.Suddenly,a freaking ugly boy sent him msg thru msn and said:

"I heard that you're very close with my girlfren these days huh,
you better stay away from her!"

and he offline. left the pity kind owh boy speechless and gong gong in front of the computer,don't know WTF he's talking about.

hey Sir,my special boyfren never wants to court your special girlfren okay??what is so special about your special girlfren until he's willing to give me up and chase her?
or you just exist I'm not her sgf anymore?oh young ugly boy you're just too pity!you better find out before you aggress others!
you never trust your sgf!if you don't trust her or my boy,just give up ur JPA scholarships and come back.come'on!back to form 6 and look after your sgf!
I'm talking over here becos I trust my special boyfriend,and never doubt him.and I trust myself,too.
I AM NOT SAYING I AM PERFECT ONE,and my boy too.but we're loving each other,and please stop talking about shits.I'm sure there're some ppl backstabbing of my boy and the pity's sgf to Mr.Goh too!hey,please be open-minded.
talking together,playing together,laughing together dont mean LIKE HER.
your view might be correct,but not available on us,and perhaps neither for 21st century too.shiu back to your early stone era.

oh yeah I almost forget.You scare your sgf betray you?owwh,you always did this in ur secondary life aren't you??!ahah,I never know you'd scare of it,you're pity!;)
You come and offense my special boyfren?Hello!please see who's his special girlfren at the first place.You NUT.

but one thing I'd like to thank you.
thanks profusely to Mr.Super Pity Goh Eng Hoe for making me laughing and rolling on the bed like mad!!thank you!!I've a great night and yeah...super great night!I guess I'll have sweet dream later!!haha!!

I really feel disgusted with some people's behaviour.This is not only for Mr.Goh,but for ppl who told him about this too.hah,I thought form 6's supposed a busy life?you guys seems having too much times to gossip on others.
hey yall ain't chicken butt,stop talking tedious and senseless stuff oh Gosh,you guys are just irritating!please change,you're 18;)

人家说女生波大无脑，我说你高大无脑.

cheeese

2010-07-13T12:28:00.003+08:00

alright,I get chicken pox.yeah,POX.damn you,I hate it!I've to eat just only porridge,koi teow,bihun,pork,fish and white bread for 40 days!how sad!!!
owh my MC D,I'm missing you so much !
I have no appetite to eat at all.=[
I hate porridge!!I don wan pork anymore.yucks.
feel soo sleepy and tired all the day,feel like eating but nothing to eat.urghhhh!!!

ok lah,spend my day with surfing net,studying,reading.but still,BORING!!

oh yeah,I wan to share something with you. (this shows I'm really bored.)

XIAXUE

She's a famous blogger from Singapore,XiaXue aka Wendy.She has tied to knot,to her beloved husband Mike,IDK where he's from,USA?sort of.
when she blogs,she assumes like she's the queen of the world,her english demand is really good.some of her blog posts I really like them a lots.ahah!
she likes to use WTF,WTH,FUCK all along her posts(don't learn from her).but some posts you'll just laugh because she really likes to criticize ppl a lot,know why?becos ppl always criticize her too==
okay,tat's just FYI,the main point is the video below.

I discovered something tat really made me laughing and rolling on the bed,this is a video sent by one of her readers in her comment box.ahah!
tat girl in the video has better trick than her!isn't she??!!hahaa!!
and one more comment:"what I see is your chin gets sharper and sharper and sharper and sharper year by year."hahahahaha!!effing mad!!
and XiaXue replied:"tat's photoshop laa!!!"

so tat's Singapore's famous blogger.what abt Malaysia's famous blogger?

CHEESERLAND

yes,cheeser?cheese.owwh I love cheese.not her,but cheese.
yeah,Malaysia's blogger better!haha.I'm not sure whether her photos have been photoshopped or not,but she did share lots of good things.yeah,abt Japan,and all the places she has gone to!
IF I'M NOT MISTAKEN,she's from Ipoh or Johor.forgotten!=[
she's like playing everywhere,no working,no studying?IDK.what I know is ppl can just simply earn a penny by blogging.ahah.

2010-07-08T22:33:00.003+08:00

I hv too much feelings.I just have too much.
I could easily feel depressed just cos of some simple little thgs.
somehow,I just know I am nothing to anyone of you(my friends).
I'm trying to be good with yall,but you'll just think that I am bad to everyone.
why?I never have bad heart like the witch in SnowWhite,I always treat you good
if you never do something bad to me,I won't treat you badly,and I'm just the one who will forget about it very soon at the next moment.I never keep it inside my heart.
yeah,I wonder why,I wonder why everytime when I try to move the 1st step,I'll always fail.ALWAYS.whatever I've done,you'll just think that I am bad.
yeah,maybe I am.I am bad cos I always think too much!I am bad cos I never make you understand me!or you just don't feel like understanding me?!
I don't want.I don't wanna try to be friend wif yall anymore.
I just pretend to be cool.

I'm effiiiiiiiiiiing tired of smiling and trying to make jokes wif yall.too tired.
I'm really tired.

my hair is in super bad condition now.feel like going for a hair treatment.and I feel like having a haircut like this.

But I'm not brave enough.

!!

2010-07-08T20:46:00.003+08:00

我很讨厌station game.我绝对不是那种喜欢户外活动的人，跑步爬山就算了
你还玩泼水面粉丢鸡蛋.不觉得非常非常极度极度无聊吗？
你说这样可以增进感情，增个屁啊？！
这样我更加讨厌！
我宁愿在家玩psp!

刚开始我真的非常兴奋，I'm really into the game.但当我在被蒙着眼睛的情况下被你们泼水的时候，我已经非常不爽.是的我很不爽，超级不爽。我们的组是输家又怎样？我正在努力地被蒙着眼睛到达目的地，为什么要在游戏进行到一半时惩罚？不觉得你们没脑吗？

你要认为我脾气不好小气还是怎样随你去.我就是不喜欢，我不喜欢用那么白痴的方式去和人家交际，不喜欢用这种方式让你们觉得我其实人很好，更不需要用这种方式让你们认识我，和让我认识你们。我很想认识你们，但是绝对不是这种方法咯

我还很不明白，为什么中六还要去involve那么多课外活动。一星期3天，而且还是读书天，不觉得很over吗？课外活动是在星期五和星期六，窝囊校长一句saya tak mau tanggung sebarang kemalangan atau kecederaan yang berlaku pada hari itu.你们就怕到好像老鼠这样，是在证明你家校长很无能很懒惰周末来学校，还是证明你死伯胆小？
就因为这样，每次放学后不能迟到妈妈煮的饭，迟迟回家，然后又要立刻去补习，搞得我好累！而且中六的课外活动不应该如此夸张吧？去你的！！

考试范围是什么不要讲就算了拉，还要摆一副臭脸给我们看，我们静静得罪你咩？我们是新民学生你太不爽咩？不要那么幼稚好不好，说以前新民学生态度不好，不要一支竹竿打翻整艘船可以吗？我们静静不讲话你也不爽，怎样你都不爽，你要什么哈，看到你的脸就想把你踢出去，fuck you Kaladewi.De lu beh diok.不要以为你黑你就很厉害，我家乌龟的肤色比你还黑啦乌龟王八蛋！印度人马来人整天笑笑笑不认真学习你就说ohhh excellent marvellous genius

我喜欢中六的生活。它绝对是我要的，我已经开始慢慢适应，也开始发觉它的好处.
但是在这学校的中六生活实在是一场噩梦，我真的很希望噩梦快点醒！
比起以前的学校，我真的很看不起这间学校。我们连在周会唱校歌时，唱的还是新民的校歌
整天有打架事件，还有种族主义者，不要以为我们华人来读中六就等于成绩很差！你们难道不知道你们的政府很眷顾你们吗?不要再用那种问我们spm几个A后用惊讶的表情问我们为什么要在这里读书，很讨厌

我真的有太多的不满.pasukan,persatuan,kelab的职位靠的不是实力，而是人气.哈，你会拍一点马屁，朋友多一点，人缘好一点，就可以了咯。

有时候有些东西不是你尽责人好就可以，人家还是会不爽你，还是会讲你很loheng.
因为人家就是喜欢反着走.
人家要的是你随随便便，就喜欢你。
不是你有能力就可以，你还要有一张很讨人喜欢的脸，和一张很甜的嘴，还有会暗地里争斗的心。不是吗？不用说这些jawatan,政治人物不也是这样吗？
所以说，科技在进步，社会在退步.

我没有怨，我只是在发泄.
没什么好怨，怨是因为想要有一个结果，一个好的结果。
但是我没有，我完全没有奢望什么东西，我只是在发泄，我只是在告诉你.
所以请不要说我很喜欢怨.因为我不是随便的人，不是随便的东西，就可以满足我的需求。

值得欣慰的是，这是一个训练我脾气的好地方.因为我必须无时无刻控制我的脾气，我的火气.
今天有点失败，但却又很成功.因为我最终还是选择微笑和尝试好好的把游戏继续玩下去，虽然在被泼之后我的脸真的很臭，还直接走掉.

算了，原谅我这篇很糟糕，因为实在

受不了

我的快乐

2010-07-05T23:01:00.003+08:00

徘了徊了走了错了过了等了假的真的空的烦的乱的等的都是真的
疯的想的念的慌乱的焦虑的复杂的梦过的拥有的失去的怎么忘呢
你坐过的沙发宽了你爱的音乐听了
那天的我等着你等成了摆设

我的你的他的好的坏的难的灰的蓝的黄的酸的甜的苦的都还记得
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的我想要换你的真的不行那么只得放了
环岛的火车载着我第几天了
忽然发现这一刻我不想你了

#我的快乐
会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐
会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择#
REPEAT：#

我的快乐
会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐
会回来的
离开不是你给了我的选择

疯的想的念的慌乱的焦虑的复杂的梦过的拥有的失去的怎么忘呢
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的我想要换你的真的不行那么只得放了
忘了.

最近疯狂爱上这首歌。命中注定我爱你看了几次，还是很爱。
陈欣宜，elaine.

random

2010-07-03T23:43:00.003+08:00

I just don't feel like doing your homework,your presentation,your notes,MahZiLan.
I don't even want to think of it.yeaah,I am a BAD student.
I have always been a really bad student.I remembered I always rebelled against my PK HEM,who loved catching me cos of my hair.haha!somehow I just miss her too much right now.Undoubtly she's a kind teacher,I love her.I'm so sorry.hee.sorry.

I am in the worst school ever.when you're getting out of your old school,only you realise how good is SIN MIN.I miss everything in SMSM,especially the nasi kandar.haha!

to be continued.

we are not down to earth

2010-07-03T00:04:00.003+08:00

we will make a video whenever she comes back or we meet together.singing,acting,talking and on.haha!soo much fun we had!
she's studying mass com,so let her interview me this time.lol.
I'm sooo sorry for my weird cantonese.not fluent at all.yuccck!!

狮子之交

2010-07-02T23:22:00.002+08:00

两只狮子相处在一起必定会比起狮子和其它动物相处来的困难许多
我不知道从什么时候开始我们就一直是很好的朋友直到中四中五我们疏远了些但幸好我们并没有因此而生疏也是那个缘分让我们在中六又聚在一起相依为命有人问我会后悔转去KJ吗我说不会啊因为有你在那啊我不知道你有没有很欣慰至少还有我但是我很高兴至少还有你

听你在班上一直缅怀过去和你班上的一点一滴真的非常羡慕至少全班都是团结一致大家都在照顾着彼此虽然听你说有些人变了但是还是听得出你叹息的声音还是相爱的
你的部落尽是女王和朋友看你如何怀念过去的时光听你如何叙述就感受到你们之间的友情
其实只是想告诉你虽然中六这个班不是个让你有像以往的感情和气氛的一班但是至少我们没有被欺负排斥大家都对你不错 (除了那个借水的妖怪) 总是在失去后才懂得珍惜可是很庆幸的我知道你都有在珍惜

那天向你说出自己内心的感受幸好是在和谐的气氛下诉说其实我早就知道你也有相同的感受我只是希望我们摊开来说我知道彼此的内心都有些东西在卡着但我真的不知道那是什么我也很想知道我也感受到你想要战斗的杀气我不喜欢我不喜欢我不喜欢和我的朋友决斗对于你我不会要和你斗因为我们是好朋友我不想因为要赢而让我失去了真诚对待你的心我只会和我自己斗我只想要赢我自己我知道你大概需要这股力量让你战斗但是希望它不会影响你和我的感情

嗯两只狮子必须互相忍让才不会有人受伤你忍我那该死的牛脾气整天在怨老师的脾气我也忍你那让我不舒服的战斗力量和骄傲固执的个性算打平了吧哈哈

虽然你真的真的会觉得很恶心但是还是想告诉你 I LOVE YOU 哈哈

祝友谊永固

Russia Airline Company

2010-07-02T13:29:00.003+08:00

Russia's Airline Company Avianova advertisement,haha!feel like going to Russia sooo much!